illuseori
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A person who thinks all the time has nothing to think about except thoughts, so he loses touch with reality and lives in a world of illusions. / “When will I stop belonging to this hungry thing inside me?”
illuseori
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WHY DO I STILL MISS HIM? it’s like he’s fucking HAUNTING ME or something -- it’s like a remnant of him is still here -- /haunting me/.
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❛❛* @illuseori ⁎⁎⁎ // DREAM OF HIM? y-yes? and it’s always the same dream -- over and over again. ( a chill down their spine. ) like he wants me to endlessly suffer. I JUST HIM TO STOP. /i just want him gone./
illuseori
✩ ⌬ ، ❴ THIS YOUR ID? ❵ ⇲ ☪ ˖ !͟!͟!͟ ، ⋆ ༑ 。☆ ♡՞ * ▃ ✨ ⊹ , ￣ ᵕ̈ @tormntsnare: .. i believe i can help alleviate that. the haunting feeling, -- /it may not rid you of him entirely/ -- but rather, avert your focus. (..) do you still dream of him, too? (the most vulnerable place is a person's subconscious. i've learned this lesson well.) to rid your dreams of his presence.. may provide some relief.
illuseori
✩ ⌬ ، ❴ THIS YOUR ID? ❵ ⇲ ☪ ˖ !͟!͟!͟ ، ⋆ ༑ 。☆ ♡՞ * ▃ ✨ ⊹ , ￣ ᵕ̈ @dakryphi: because it /scares people/, you weren't supposed to end up in the middle of it. [ yume outstretches a hand to saelis, still cascading down a void of nothingness, no shadow cast upon his face even with light visible in his line of sight. IN TRUTH, IT WAS HIS POWER DYING. illusory tendency had brought him to the brink of his capabilities, sixth sense fading & replenishing its power in a day's time -- never late by a second, -- though he didn't have to worry much about exertion unless he were to deal with more opposing forces than the usual amount. STILL, EVERYTHING WOULD'VE BEEN DECENT HAD LILIUM NOT SHOWN HIS FACE, but yume couldn't hold too much against him, not when his intervention saved more than just the lives of a few. ] HOLD ON TO MY HAND, I'M GETTING US OUT OF HERE. [ the abyss goes farther than yume intends, but he can see the exit: rainbow scintilla cracking the interior of a bottomless pit into shards, wires of the mind adjusting to the sudden change in scenery, & less - than - graceful feet trying not to stumble when they meet with slate concrete. (STILL GETTING THE HANG OF THAT EXIT THING.) his eyes drift over to the other party, double - checking to make sure he wasn't suffering any side effects from the mirage. ] you don't feel nauseous, right?
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@babikal * oh wait it let me back in
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@babikal * lmfao have fun watching me revamp kyle while listening to taeyeon
illuseori
@babikal * IT'S GOT API ISSUES AGAIN I JUST REFRESHED UGHHSMEBD
illuseori
@babikal * HELP I JUST SAW U TYPING AND THE NEXT THING I KNOW UR WISPING AWAY
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@dskviy * SCREAMED ̶w̶i̶t̶h̶o̶u̶t̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶s̶ THE NEW @ WTGFJGDNB
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WE ARE.. IN MY DREAMS?
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@useaic * ACTUALLY HIS ABILITIES HAVE MULTIPLE FACETS AND THAT'S ONE THAT LITERALLY. HASN'T BEEN EXPLORED YET OMFHSNFNFMFNSJ
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* IK THATS NOT NECESSARILY HOW HIS ABILITIES WORK BUT THEM BOUNCING UP AND DOWN FLOATING AROUND IN SPACE PLAYING AROUND WITH THEIR IMAGINATION IN HER DREAMS HELLO.
illuseori
✩ ⌬ ، ❴ THIS YOUR ID? ❵ ⇲ ☪ ˖ !͟!͟!͟ ، ⋆ ༑ 。☆ ♡՞ * ▃ ✨ ⊹ , ￣ ᵕ̈ @tenebrisurvive: thank you, jas. [ he rests his head on the pillow, reassured enough to finally be able to get some proper sleep. it never came easy, considering he spent most days ( & sometimes nights ) preparing the perfect dream for someone else to get the rest they needed to make it through the day, ( or trailing behind fantasia .. i'm still very proud of that name. ) which definitely came with it's sacrifices. moments like these were coveted, which made kyle eager as ever when they did come to him, more grateful for jasper's assistance than anything else. ] i've gotten so much more sleep with you around, i appreciate .. that .. [ ** ZX: looks like he's sleeping! ]
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you only asked for his point of view, never really asked for mine:/ you know
illuseori
✩ ⌬ ، ❴ THIS YOUR ID? ❵ ⇲ ☪ ˖ !͟!͟!͟ ، ⋆ ༑ 。☆ ♡՞ * ▃ ✨ ⊹ , ￣ ᵕ̈ @pereniyal: sorry about that, i tend to forget sometimes, honestly. mind telling me the full story, then? there must be something semi - decent coming out of it, considering that you want to tell me. [ eyebrows quirk, setting his work aside to listen more intently to what the other had to say. kyle wondered if he had been mistaken in thinking he wouldn't have to cross paths with him, given that ae ra now stood presently in his shop, seemingly expectant? the dream maker could never tell with this one. ]
illuseori
✩ ⌬ ، ❴ THIS YOUR ID? ❵ ⇲ ☪ ˖ !͟!͟!͟ ، ⋆ ༑ 。☆ ♡՞ * ▃ ✨ ⊹ , ￣ ᵕ̈ @doleida: all of us have our demons, [ kyle hums, petting the sedall's hair. the imagineer's legs were thrown over the couch in a makeshift armchair, jeju's head rested awkwardly in his lap. it took a few minutes of careful repositioning on the dream maker's part to where it'd be comfortable for the both of them, legs folded “criss - cross applesauce” like his kindergarten teacher used to say. his other hand occupies itself by toying with a torn string of fabric on the armrest, twirling it round his fingers absentmindedly, & repeating the motion until there was no more thread left to twirl. his eyes, however, were still fixed on jeju, part of his gaze dazed, halfway daydreaming, && the other intent, as if conveying what he didn't show through his actions with unspoken truth. it was in this moment, the one thing kyle was most certain of, was that he would protect jeju with his life. ] it takes more time to adjust when people show them more, ( .. ) /outwardly/, don't you think?