ilovelike

hello, i’m back for like idk how long lol but hopefully you guys are doing well :))

ily

stay humble, but don't let others walk all over you. 

i looked back at all of the stuff that i have written and spent a lot of time laughing over them because i could definitely write better now. that heartbreak that i felt 2 years ago is nothing compared to what life has ahead for me. 

i don't need nothing else but you. 
          i didn't want to fall for you. 
          so don't take advantage. 
          let my heart to damage. 
          
          - location by khalid 
          
          10/10 should totally check it out btw

how three years have passed and i have grown and changed so much. my eyes are wide open, and my heart is full of nothing but love for those special individuals who have been there with me from the beginning. my hair is shorter, and my heart has been broken multiple times, but that does not define me. my physical appearance is what people have looked at, not looked through. my heart is pure, full of not only innocent day-dreams, but also the darkest desires that are hidden at the very darkest corners. my mind is full of everything, and yet my thoughts were consumed by one single individual. you. i have loved you. i cared about you. i cared for you. while that time was not exactly the best for me, it felt like you were my entire world. it was unhealthy. you did not pay attention to me at all. you would not look at me unless you wanted someone else's attention. i was the cereal box without the fancy toy inside. you took one look at me, and tossed me away. you might not have known directly that i had loved you. despite that, how could you spend so much time with me, knowing that i wanted you to look at me? that i wanted you, and not your attention? that i really loved you for who you were, even if you were younger? i loved you, but i do not think that it was healthy for me to be so caught up into you. 
          
          
          yooooo that shit is emo af.  i should write again 

yo y'all check out my twitter @/bandanica. thanks lol.

@Whitest_Marshmallow who are you again lol 

bro.

woah. bye guys lol