lena

a week ago i saw the love of my life :(

i know why i didn't cry when we made it came on. because it wasn't the wish of that we made it anymore, but i knew that we made it because i was standing in the venue hearing louis live for the first time and life felt fucking amazing

LOUIS SAID WE WERE THE LOUDEST SHOW SO FAR!!! WELL IT WAS JUST ME LOSING MY SHIT AND SCREAMING AT THE TOO OF MY LUNGS. 

IVE SEEN THE LOVE OF MY LIFE 

2 FUCKING DAYS AND ILL BE HOME

POST CONCERT DEPRESSION IN 6 DAYS??? NAAA IM SEEING MY SUN AND THE REASON I KEEP GOING!!!!!

OMG. YOU REMEMBER THAT I DIDNT GET TICKETS TO SEE LOUIS IN COLOGNE....
          WELL GUESS WHOS SEEING HIM IN 28 DAYS IN MANCHESTER!?!?!??!:&/&:€-&/9
          (that trip is way too expensive, i fought too much with my parents bc of the trip and almost didn't go cause my sister changed her mind. ANYWAY)

erste feriennacht und ich hab mir vorgenommen mindestens 2 neue kapitel zu schreiben, da ich dieses buch seit 2020 schreibe und immer noch nciht ansatzweise im geschehen drin bin....

writing a love letter rn. just because in german class our teacher made us write pretty letters and i haven't finished yet. im a creep because i even found out her damn address. AND NO WE DO NOT TALK TO EACH OTHER

how is it?
          - what?
          to feel that you're becoming a person you don't want to be?
          - fucking shit.