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Is it js me or do I get overstimulated when one person is too loud, another is fucking yelling across the hall and then another is singing. Pls tell me I'm not the only one bc like I'm on the verge on a fucking panic attack, literary every time this happens, multiple people talking at once, being too loud and won't shut the fuck up respectfully, I will literally cry and have a panic attack. I asked my mom to be a little quiet bc my anxiety is starting to get bad, and she won't. She's being even more loud like pls stfu

I'm literally so mad rn, I studied last night when I got back from the movies 
          
          Also, Sonic 3, the evil sonic dude, smash
          
          And I studied again before class and I got a fucking 19/40 
          Like how?? 

Little vent yet again bc idk who to talk to about this. Yeah, I have friends to talk to this about, but I feel like I'm annoying them.
          
          So, a few weeks ago, I was in my mom's room talking to her. She was on the phone with my dad, and my brother was in there, too. I was talking to my mom about clothes and how this one clothing piece didn't fit me bc it was too tight and I had found out that she bought it in the kid section KNOWING damn well I wear clothes in the woman section (idek if that makes sense) I had told her, and her jaw dropped and she started laughing and she was like, Are you fat? And my brother started laughing too, saying I'm too fat. Then my friend and I had gotten into an argument, and he's like, "So what ur saying is that your fat, and have temper issues and I told him to stop bc that hurt yk and now he's being dry. And now, it's been getting to me. I don't fit most of my pants bc I haven't been eating like I should be. Why? Bc every time I eat, my mom side eyes me and always brings something up about being overweight.
          My ex's friend would say shit to me like I was too fat and he's only w me bc of my body.
          
          And most of my shirts are loose, and now she's mad. First, she was mad that I was "eating too much." Now she's upset that I "don't eat enough. " I remember about 2 years ago, my mom, dad, and sister had just gotten back from grocery shopping, and my mom found out I didn't eat. And my dad's like, I will hold u down and shove this food down ur throat if u don't eat right now and was yelling at me till I was literally crying my eyes out. I've always hated how my body looked. My sister would laugh at me when I would ask for something to eat, and so would her gf. I js wish my mom would understand that what she says hurts like hell. When I was younger, she would hit my thigh and say it jiggles and would laugh, saying mean things about me. Sometimes, I wish my family would treat me like I mean something to them and not like I don't. 

Little vent.
          
          So my friend is the wild type? Honestly, idek, she's just very bold and rude. She always punches me, not in a friendly way but in a way to make u shut up. She takes my shit and never gives it back or gives it to someone else. She'll take ur phone and text everyone on snap, saying this weird shit that is either very inappropriate or hurtful. 
          
          And if u joke with her, she will literally act like a toddler. But if she does and we tell her to stop, she gets so mad and leaves us like, bro, so it's ok for u to do it but not us tf?
          
          She also starts rumors just so ppl won't talk about her, knowing either way she's gonna be talked about. 
          
          I know she goes through a lot, especially this and last year, but that's NO excuse for ur actions.
          
          I literally don't know what to do, I already blocked her on snap
          Because if I Js randomly stop talking to her, my 2 other friends will be upset w me. 
          I don't wanna cause any drama, but I don't wanna be friends w someone who does that shit. 

I hate my period, sm 

Chat he blocked me :,( 
          
          (I reported him, so his account got banned <3l 

Little vent (again bc no one else will listen)
          
          So today in bio, we took a half test, which is a quiz that has some questions from the test, I got a 19/20 without even studying and I was literally so proud of myself. I went home to tell my mom, but she was js like, "ok." And to be honest, that kinda hurt. I did good on a half test for once, and she js blows it off? But any other time, I get a not bad but not good grade. She gets upset and makes me feel like I'm stupid. My dad didn't rly say anything about it. Js, sometimes I wish my parents could be happy for me, proud of me. Not disappointed, yk? I js want someone to be proud of me. I took a test in my English class (26/32), not bad, yk, and I told my mom, and she got upset and was saying that, that can make me fail. Idk she's always proud of my brother, and if he gets like a 5/10 but me? She always says something and makes me feel stupid. 

Yall, I desperately need recommendations for books!
          
          (Wattpad and / or regular books) :) 
          Tyy