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lowk I'm so fuxking jealous of my sister so muuch and I think that's the reason why I hate her. she's the 'golden child' in our family, always being the top student, helping out in everything, staying extremely religious while I'm more of the bad kid. Honestly everyone likes ppl    that are like her and I don't blame them at all, she's so likeable it actually hurts.
          It feels like everyone including my friend hates me and its tiring to keep pretending like everything fine lime omgg someone kill meeee and all my family does is just compare me to her every single day like omg I'm my own person
          

i genuinely don't think i can't do this anymore because wtf is happening. everything is going downhill, my friends hate me, I can't lose weight and ohmygod I'm so sinful. i watch and read NSFW, I fucking like girls and I can't even pray and I'm just a damn disgrace and I just want to die. my sister keeps making me feel bad about myself whenever I show too much skin because, hey, it's forbidden in religion! it's not like I decided to do this and cover up for myself, I did it for her and she makes me feel so fucking bad about myself. She thinks EVERYTHING is about her and I can't have insecurities because she told me to 'just ignore what people say'.
          
          I personally would do that but it's hard when everyone looks at you with disgust because you're chubby or fat or just not insanely skinny. I just want to sit in bed all day until I rot and nothing but bones are left because this world is so so horrible and I really can't do this anymore but I can't even kms because I'll go to hell and I'm so scared but I don't wanna do this anymore I just don't wanna live
          I hope I don't come back

Heeseungs new fancall bro SCREAMINGNF.WJWKWKEME PLSPLS COME BACK

So first Heeseung left enhypen... now Mark left NCT?? Now I don't stan nct but I was q casual listener, so this is lowk crazy..
          
          Heeseung leaving Enhypen, four memers leaving Zerobaseone, Jyp leaving jyp, now Mark leaving nct?? nah march is crazy shit bro  and April too ig
          
          THIS ISBSO CRAZY SOMEONE KILL ME
          

Heeseung’s fancall today broke my heart and I don't even know why. He looks way healthier and his skin is literally glowing KALAEIEKSNN. 
          But like...its still not the same  I want him back in enhypen.
          
          But like his new album is coming out in May??! And appeareantly it'll be very different so I'm looking excited! Just wish he would've had his solo album when being in the group.
          
          

what I'm confused about though is why would he go solo and still stay under hybe and belift? Like he could just go to any other company, they'd be THRILLED to have him.
          
          Either way, sign the petition!! At first I doubted it but I guess it's our only hope of getting any updates about ths situation. https://c.org/RHJ9tKLSYL

wait guys I have a question!! so when it comes to like voting groups and soloists for awards..Will we have to choose between Heeseung and enha?

I just realised that like after a couple of years and people forget about Heeseung leaving, new ENGENES will ask who Heeseung is/was. ohmfg STOPP

The situation is just so weird though?? Like it's so last minute. Just YESTERDAY he was at the fan site and everything was so fine so what happened?? No hiatus, no nothing??
          
          Seriously, it just doesn't make any sense to me. He could've just had his solo debut like yeonjun or jungkook and still stay in the group.
          
          As I said, if its his decision then whatever but like if hybe made him choose between going solo or stay in the group then that's just so fucking selfish of them.
          
          I really hope Heeseung and the members are doing well in terms of their friendship though. I can see how this might affect the group and their relationships so much. 
          
          We still don't know though if he actually CHOSE to leave or Hybe made him because we've seen what happened to Danielle and Manon.
           #weneedheeseungback 

I support his decision and will continue to support ENHYPEN and HEESEUNG but please come back. Enhypen isn't the same without him. 
          
          How will En-oclock be the same? Jay is now the oldest, he doesn't have a hyung anymore. No more ramyeonz, no more spiceyz, no more ANYTHING.
          
          I don't think he chose to leave but if he did then it's fine because it was his choice. I just gone  HYBE didn't force him to leave or gave him an ultimatum or something.
          
          bawling my heart out btw ✌️