ilovepocketzsm

@reza can we plss go out sunday??

alnsmde

thank you for following ! i appreciate it :)

ilovepocketzsm

@alnsmde omg stop I'm blushing₍ᐢ⑅•ᴗ•⑅ᐢ₎♡
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alnsmde

@ilovepocketzsm i know! it’s so annoying how u can’t put emojis in ur replies :’)
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ilovepocketzsm

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i genuinely don't think i can't do this anymore because wtf is happening. everything is going downhill, my friends hate me, I can't lose weight and ohmygod I'm so sinful. i watch and read NSFW, I fucking like girls and I can't even pray and I'm just a damn disgrace and I just want to die. my sister keeps making me feel bad about myself whenever I show too much skin because, hey, it's forbidden in religion! it's not like I decided to do this and cover up for myself, I did it for her and she makes me feel so fucking bad about myself. She thinks EVERYTHING is about her and I can't have insecurities because she told me to 'just ignore what people say'.
          
          I personally would do that but it's hard when everyone looks at you with disgust because you're chubby or fat or just not insanely skinny. I just want to sit in bed all day until I rot and nothing but bones are left because this world is so so horrible and I really can't do this anymore but I can't even kms because I'll go to hell and I'm so scared but I don't wanna do this anymore I just don't wanna live
          I hope I don't come back

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So first Heeseung left enhypen... now Mark left NCT?? Now I don't stan nct but I was q casual listener, so this is lowk crazy..
          
          Heeseung leaving Enhypen, four memers leaving Zerobaseone, Jyp leaving jyp, now Mark leaving nct?? nah march is crazy shit bro  and April too ig
          
          THIS ISBSO CRAZY SOMEONE KILL ME
          

ilovepocketzsm

Heeseung’s fancall today broke my heart and I don't even know why. He looks way healthier and his skin is literally glowing KALAEIEKSNN. 
          But like...its still not the same  I want him back in enhypen.
          
          But like his new album is coming out in May??! And appeareantly it'll be very different so I'm looking excited! Just wish he would've had his solo album when being in the group.