Its been a year now since that incident happened. The rejection I felt when I first saw it. Everytime I had these flashbacks on my mind, I still can not help it but to be bitter again.Because I know in myself that I deserved to be there.I remembered the time that I dream it, I was almost there but then I lost it. I asked myself,"why can't it be me? I work hard to have high grades and then that was the result I got." After I saw it I'm really really disappointed. Disappointed in my self. I asked,"whats wrong with me?why didn't i passed?i did my best naman." i'm jealous whenever i saw my batchmate happy where she/he is right now. Having diff. Activities enjoying their time of their life. I know it's completely wrong. I'm thinking nga what if i pass? I know that it will change everything. Maybe up until now,I still cannot accept it. Although I know that God has a better plan for me than I have for myself.:)