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IM DONE. COMPLETELY DONE. I should’ve saved up enough money throughout the years to leave. I feel more like a babysitter and a parent than a fucking sister. I haven’t seen my friends or left the house in 3 fucking weeks since summer started and I got out of school. My parents ALWAYS depend on me to watch their kids while they sleep because they didn’t sleep the bright before or they’re working, like yes i’ll do it sometimes (literally every time they ask or say to) but i’m sick and tired of feeling like im the parent. Like you made these kids. You knew what you were getting yourself into when having kids. LET ME LIVES MY FUCKING LIFE! I’m choosing to go out of state for college because I don’t want to be anywhere NEAR this house knowing when I don’t have school I’ll be here watching their kids. Also it doesn’t help that’s I don’t have a job because I can’t get one because I have to “rely on” them because I “shouldn’t” have a job. I’m 17 I need a job so I can have money and get out of this house. Then my mom said she would go to the concert in my area for Billie and I said no. I’ll be 18 at that time, let me breathe.