No no, it's no use Jo, Jo we gotta have it out I have loved you ever since i've known you Jo I couldn't help it, and i tried to show you and you wouldn't let me and i must make you here now and give me an answer because I cannot go on like this any longer, I gave up billiards I gave up everything you didn't like I'm happy i did it's fine and i waited and i never complained because I you know I fugured you'd love me Jo, and I realised i'm not half good enough and i'm not this great man