𝒚𝒐𝒏𝒂 ✍︎

Sometimes we as humans experience some strange and different psychological states, such as sadness, anger, joy, and brokenness... But when some of us have reached a stage where we no longer feel anything??... Why, despite all the blessings that we are experiencing, we cannot nor feel anything??... Why the soul?  Humanity is weak and fragile like this!?...Can’t we smile, laugh and be happy despite everything?  To remember our happy moments and forget what makes us sad and painful?  To pray and pray that our lives will be good one day?

I hope there will come a day when I can express what is going on inside of me, what I feel, but I can't find the right words to describe and express what I want to say, as if I lost words at some point... This is what I always said to myself, but I fail to  Saying what I want, I am not eloquent in expressing myself, but I have always covered my failure under some pretext, but I am tired of it, I want to say everything that is going on inside me... I want to express everything one day...

I feel that my life is scattered, empty, nothing is as sweet as before, and that life has become a boring and heavy routine for me.

لحظة إستيعاب .... لي ثلاث سنوات في الوات
          
           الوقت يمر سريع 

تتذكريني؟، حصلت معي ضروف لذا اضطريت احذفكم جميعا

ويي من زمان عن وات اشتقت بس شكلي بسحب ثاني عشان المدرسة 

يااه .... احس مو عاجبني شكل الحساب نغيره حبتين 

Just ... I don't know what to say ... But ... please don't forget me because ... I don't know when to leave this world
          
                              
          
          
                                         It's just .... just a wish

I'm tired... I'm so tired...

احح يِعمرييي شكرا لِتصويتك الحلو ووضعكِ لكتابي المتواضع بِالقائمة TT!!