Sometimes I wonder if I should delete this and never get back on it because there is to much fucking bull~shit anymore and maybe by deleting this if it will get rid of some of the fucking bull~shit in my life so after this week I really do not know if I will have this account because most likely I will be deleting and same with my twitter because anymore there is to much fucking shit happing at once and I really can't take it anymore! To be perfectly honest I think If I finish my story (only 6 chapters) and then I delete this and my twitter my life will me a little better or will be a lot better because I will have less drama to deal with and I will have more time to get everything I need done and just maybe I will be so much fucking happier than I am now with my fucking, amazing boyfriend! God I love him so fucking much!