ilyielt

—i’m sorry.

i.     here too lowk

i.     on sansa fosho 

@ilyielt i.     OH LMAOOO OKAY LEMME ADD

@valhalkyrie   *  don't laugh but its literally @ilyielt too......... i got too lazy w jae's user

i.     @ilyielt  ,         I NEVER LOSE!!!

@valhalkyrie   *  ykw js for u hell yea

i.     does he do weddings..    as the groom..

i.    @ilyielt    YEAHHHH HE’S EVILLL (i say as his lawyer who will defend him)

@valhalkyrie    *  the jaemin alexander effect needs to be studied HE IS NOT A LOVABLE CHARACTER HES EVIL HES BAD (i love him) ABSOLUTELY HORRIBLE!  

i.    @ilyielt     i just wanna hold him…. he might get me tho 

@ilyielt  将軍    [SHE CANNOT HELP BUT FEEL ASHAMED.  BECAUSE OF IT, IT WAS HER TURN TO LOOK AWAY.  YEARS AGO,  SHE WOULD’VE HATED TO FIND HERSELF EVEN IN THE PRESENCE OF HIM.   THE WARLOCKS HERE MADE A GOOD DEAL OF RUINING THE REPUTATION OF OTHERS——SANSA WAS A VICTIM TO IT,  BELIEVING ALL WITCHES AND WIZARDS WERE EVIL. WICKED.  DAMNED] jaemin——    [IT COMES AND GOES.  SHE STOPS HERSELF ST THE SOUND OF A SHATTERING PLEA WORKING IT’S WAY INTO HER OWN VOICE.  WHAT WAS MEANT TO COME AFTER THAT STAYS HIDDEN.  ROTTING ON HER TONGUE,  MELTING IN THE ACID OF HER BELLY.   ALL SHE CAN DO IS WHISPER HIS NAME]  jaemin..  [HER HANDS ARE OUT TO GET HIM,  HOLDING HIS FACE.  SHE DOESN’T MOVE ANYMORE AFTER THAT.      SHE CAN ONLY STARE,     SPEAK WITH HER EYES IF HER WORDS CONTINUED TO REBEL AGAINST HER.    FEELINGS SHE COULD NOT NAME NO MATTER HOW HARD SHE TRIED.  HER FAMILY TAUGHT HER EVERYTHING,  EVERY DUTIFUL WORD,  EVERY WAY A DRAGON LORD SHOULD PRESENT THEMSELVES—— BUT HOW TO EXPRESS  LOVE]    \ stay \.     .. with me. 

day²   ──   oct,  괜한 공허함에 난 겁을 내✷
            
            dislike you?     [   JAEMIN  REPEATS THE WORDS WITH A BITTER LAUGH AS THOUGH THE IDEA WAS UNIMAGINABLE,    AND THAT HIS ANSWER WAS PAINFULLY  OBVIOUS───    SO MUCH SO THAT HE DOUBTS SHE DOESN'T KNOW IT HERSELF ALREADY.    HIS HAND  MOVES TO RUB AGAINST HIS TIRED FEATURES;   PUSHING THE HAIR OUT OF HIS  LINE OF SIGHT BEFORE FOCUSING BACK ON HER.     JAEMIN ALEXANDER DOESN'T CRY;    HE LEARNED LONG AGO WHAT THE CONSEQUENCES OF LETTING A SINGLE TEAR FALL WOULD HAVE.   YET,  JUST THEN,   PERHAPS HE SIMPLY DIDN'T NOTICE THE WAY HIS EYES BEGAN TO BURN DESPITE THE BITTER SMILE HE TRIED  TO FORCE.    ]     
            
            how could you even..     is that truly what you (@valhalkyrie) believe?   [    THERE ARE MOMENTS THAT WORDS STRUGGLE TO REACH THE TIP OF HIS TONGUE,    PUSHED AWAY BY WHAT HE COULD NEVER UNDERSTAND.    BETWEEN THE BOTH OF THEM:    HE REMEMBERS IT ALL TOO WELL.    ]       i'm doing this for you.    surely..    there was only so long you could keep  a witchborn by  your side,  no?

@ilyielt  将軍  ݁   why.  [WHY WON’T HE?  WHY NOT?  WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS?   IT PLAYS AGAIN AND AGAIN IN HER HEAD.  VOICE DISTORTED——.  TAUNTING HER.    SHE KNEW EXACTLY WHY.   THAT WAS WHAT THEY WANTED HER TO BELIEVE.  EVEN THEN,  SHE DIDN’T.  SHE COULDN’T UNDERSTAND HERSELF LET ALONE HIM.   HOW SHE SAYS SHE HATES HIM,  HOW SHE WISHES TO NEVER SEE HIS FACE AND HOW HER HYPOCRITICAL HEART BEATS EVERY TIME WHENEVER SHE HEARS HIS VOICE.  “YOU MISSED HIM”.      ———HER EYES REMAINED SEARCHING,   HESITANT TO CHASE AFTER HIM THIS TIME.   SHE HAD DONE SO TWICE,  AND EACH OF THEM WAS MET WITH RUNNING AWAY.  HE COULD NEVER LOOK HER STRAIGHT IN THE EYES EVER SINCE THAT DAY..  HER HAND STILL ACHES AT THE MEMORY,  AS DOES HER HEART.  SHE NEVER DID TELL HIN SHE WAS SORRY]    we were friends,   once..    you were——happy.   ..  do you dislike me so much now that you must hide away from me? 

i.   @ilyielt JUMPING UP AND DOWN I NEED A MOVIEEEEE 

@valhalkyrie *  lowk got a tad lazy at the end n idk how i feel abt the switching between storylines

@valhalkyrie    *       UGH ILY 

/  awkward 

/  on @3rdiiss if i’m lucky 

*  Pretty please<3