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*  !!

/ / * * oh on @giingermints

* me 

@ilyielt ♱  ❜ ִ         it’s not a celebration,   it’s receiving a gift.      (it was, indeed,  a celebration but sansa knew better.  and was quick to disguise it as something more simpler than what the true intention was.   her steps come to a stop and she makes a 180 turn on the heels of her shoes)    close your eyes.  (hands are placed behind her back,      speaking in a tone fit for a commander. it was her dream to become a dragonknight───to spit orders and commands all around,      she had to find her practice somewhere) 

@martyrem *

            ⠀    ⠀     ⠀   &⃨  THIS IS THE
                 「 @ martyrem   ┊   signed,  j.a
            the    A͟R͟T͟    of      ⚘( ၴႅၴ        ILLUSION         ›  
                                              ┈─ 
            
                ₍ ₁ ₎           A SMALL HUM FOLLOWS HER WORDS  —-    mainly as a half assed acknowledgement.  yet,    a moment or so passes.      her words process and jaemin turns his head to meet her.
            
                    “   …    really?    for me?   ”      a pause,    eyebrows furrow.     “   you know i..   wish not to celebrate my birthday,   right?  ”

@ilyielt,      and what’s peculiar?      [  a question that would have been better left unanswered,  the creature wasn’t interested in speaking to witch born folk.  they were tricky,  trickier than his very own kind.  and that was not something he would be fond of.  ]

            ⠀    ⠀     ⠀   &⃨  THIS IS THE
                 「 @salvague   ┊   signed,  j.a
            the    A͟R͟T͟    of      ⚘( ၴႅၴ        ILLUSION         ›  
                                              ┈─ 
            
                ₍ ₁ ₎         HIS HAND IS SNATCHED AWAY,    head turning in piqued curiosity.    like a kid staring at something new.
            
                      “   you’re quite  —-   ..   “       ???     “peculiar.”

[ !! ]

*   Grrr

*    slay

@ilyielt,       is that your way of being smooth?    [  a question,  but his hazel eyes finally lift off from his page.  looking at jaemin quietly,  perhaps too obvious with his stare.  ]    then come sit beside me,  there’s room for two.

            ⠀    ⠀     ⠀   &⃨  THIS IS THE
                 「 @brewerys   ┊   signed,  j.a
            the    A͟R͟T͟    of      ⚘( ၴႅၴ        ILLUSION         ›  
                                              ┈─ 
            
                ₍ ₁ ₎       SLENDER DIGITS,   DECORATED WITH RINGS AND ALL,    MINDLESSLY TURN THE NEXT PAGE OF HIS BOOK BEFORE HAZEL HUES INEVITABLY FLICKER OVER TO MEET ALEV’S GAZE     —-     a faint smile is present;  accompanied with a slight tilt of the head.
            
            
                       “   what?     being this far from you?    —-    because if that’s the case i agree.   ”

@ilyielt         that causes an eyebrow raise,  jaemin was perhaps one of the most pessimistic people he has even had the pleasure of coming across. on edge,  looking over his shoulder,  expecting something to happen.  though,  jaemin has enough skeletons in his closet to fill a cemetery.   “alexander,  i’m not scared.  i’m concerned on why you think something will happen to me..”   

            ⠀    ⠀     ⠀   &⃨  THIS IS THE
                 「 @pacrova  ┊   signed,  j.a
            the    A͟R͟T͟    of      ⚘( ၴႅၴ        ILLUSION         ›  
                                              ┈─ 
            
                ₍ ₁ ₎      A FAINT FROWN     —-       then a sigh.    jaemin would   (be it reluctantly)    turn away.
            
            
                      “    you need to get better at this   —-    you can’t be scared.     i won’t ask you to try again but    ..     i just need to know you’ll be ready to defend yourself if the time ever came. ”

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                             VISUALS   REFERENCES   BELOW
                                    visage:     park  sung-hoon.
            
            https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTLpL7xMJ/
            
            https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTLpNe8Qs/
            
            https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTLpLcmfJ/

THE ANATOMY OF MELANCHOLY         . . . ⅋ ,         JAEMIN ALEXANDER.        (    재͟민͟ ͟알͟렉͟산͟더͟    )     ⎯⎯    an original character for the WIZARDING WORLD,     (re)established 05.18.24,     originally established 11.16.2019.      HEAVILY DARK THEMES ARE PRESENT,     SUCH AS BUT NOT LIMITED TO:        GORE,    DEATH,     SUICIDAL IDEATIONS,     STRUGGLES WITH ONE’S MENTAL HEALTH,    AND HOMOCIDE.      please let me know if you’re uncomfortable with any of the themes present so i may avoid them!!      loved by june (previously known as miko).

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                   “        L͟O͟G͟ ͟E͟N͟T͟R͟Y͟:͟ ͟ ͟ ͟ ͟ ͟S͟O͟L͟ ͟1͟7͟   ,
            
            i fear that the words i’ve scribbled down have more of a soul than i do;    for i feel as though i am eternally damned to a life of isolation.    i’ve grown to wonder if i can even begin to form any meaningful relationships.      ███   was the last person i’ve grown attached to and yet they’ve suffered the same fate as the rest──    am i forever cursed to act as a catalyst for death?     i live a war in my own body;    my memories and all that i am now collide.     tell me,     if anyone out there is listening──      “
            
                        THE REST OF THE AUDIO ABRUPTLY STOPS,      LEAVING ONLY STATIC WHERE JAEMIN’S VOICE IS MEANT TO CONTINUE.