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—i’m sorry.

i.     here too lowk

i.     on sansa fosho 

@ilyielt i.     OH LMAOOO OKAY LEMME ADD

@valhalkyrie   *  don't laugh but its literally @ilyielt too......... i got too lazy w jae's user

i.     @ilyielt  ,         I NEVER LOSE!!!

@valhalkyrie   *  ykw js for u hell yea

i.     does he do weddings..    as the groom..

meat *       yo I’ll jump rn

@ilyielt 将軍  ݁ i always break the rules [SHE MAY HAVE BEEN SLOPPY WHEN SHE WAS YOUNG.  EARNING A SCOLD IN FROM HER MESYR FOLLOWED BY HER MOTHER,  AND IF IT WAS TRULY BAD——HER GRANDFATHER.   SHE WAS TRULY HER FATHER IN THE FORM OF A GIRL,  THAT WAS WHY HE TOO WOULD EARN A LECTURE AT HER DEFENSE.    YET EVEN HE HADN’T KNOWN THAT HER CLOSEST FRIEND,  THE BOY SHE ALWAYS WAS AROUND WAS IN FACT THE WORST THING IMAGINABLE.  TO THEM,  HE WAS A YOUNG DRAGONEIR,  A YEAR YOUNGER THAN SANSA——NEVER AVAILABLE TO MEET THE FAMILY.    . . . . ]    and this——[ANOTHER SAMPLE TABLE;  THE CUBES OF MEAT HAD BEEN ON FIRE.  RED,  BLUE, GREEN——SHE TAKES A PURPLE ONE AND BRINGS IT TO HER LIPS,  FLAMES LAPPING AT HER TEETH AND TONGUE THE MOMENT SHE BITES, UNBURNT——OFFERING THE OTHER THAT WAS IN HER HAND AFTER CONSIDERING NOT TO STUFF HER FACE AGAIN..  IT WAS UNLADY LIKE]     legend says  when the ancients were facing a famine,    a beowulf king had slain a golden stag,        and when its meet touched the fire,  various colors were born——-back then they just ate it to survive but it’s turned into a celebratory only meal.      too fancy to eat in times of sorrow.  

day²   ──   oct,  괜한 공허함에 난 겁을 내✷
            
            [    A QUIZZICAL BROW IS RAISED IN RESPONSE TO HER ANSWER BEFORE DEFINED FEATURES CONTORT IN DISGUST,    SLOWLY PLACING THE HALF-EATEN DESSERT BACK DOWN AND AWAY FROM HIS MOUTH AS HE  (SILENTLY)  SEARCHES FOR A TRASH CAN.     THAT IS UNTIL SANSA LAUGHS,   SEEMINGLY AT HIM.     THE SOURCE OF HER LAUGHTER IS NOT HIS CONCERN,   BUT RATHER THE FACT THAT SHE'S LAUGHING IN THE FIRST PLACE;     IT LEAVES HIM SLIGHTLY  TAKEN ABACK BEFORE HE FINDS HIMSELF LAUGHING AS WELL AT THE EXPLANATION.    HE'D TELL HIMSELF THAT IT WAS HIS OWN MISTAKE HE FOUND AMUSING RATHER THAN TRULY BELIEVE THAT  (@valhalkyrie)  HAS SOMEHOW MANAGED TO BRING OUT THAT DIFFERENT SIDE OF HIM WITH SUCH EASE,   WITHOUT A REQUEST.    ]
            
            oh?   didn't think you'd be the type to sneakily break rules.   [    JAEMIN RETORT IS DROWED OUT AS HE PLACES THE REST OF THE TREAT INTO HIS MOUTH,   RESISTING THE URGE TO LAUGH.     IT'S IRONIC OF HIM TO SAY;   JAEMIN SIMPLY STANDING THERE BROKE MORE THAN  JUST RULES.   YET,   NOW IT DOESN'T MATTER.   HE PUTS HIS HANDS UP IN DEFEAT,   UNABLE TO SHAKE THE SMILE HE WORE.   ]     okay,  okay no need for threats    ..      your guilty pleasures are safe with me.

i.    @ilyielt    YEAHHHH HE’S EVILLL (i say as his lawyer who will defend him)

@valhalkyrie    *  the jaemin alexander effect needs to be studied HE IS NOT A LOVABLE CHARACTER HES EVIL HES BAD (i love him) ABSOLUTELY HORRIBLE!  

i.    @ilyielt     i just wanna hold him…. he might get me tho 

but..      [   JAEMIN PAUSES AT    (@drvconis)’s   WORDS.      HIS GASE TRAILS FROM HIM TO HIS DRAGON.     EYEBROWS KNIT CAREFULLY TOGETHER,   A STEP BACK TAKEN AS HE SHAKES HIS HEAD.    ]        if i’m thrown off?      i’ve no means of saving myself.

@ilyielt  将軍    [SHE CANNOT HELP BUT FEEL ASHAMED.  BECAUSE OF IT, IT WAS HER TURN TO LOOK AWAY.  YEARS AGO,  SHE WOULD’VE HATED TO FIND HERSELF EVEN IN THE PRESENCE OF HIM.   THE WARLOCKS HERE MADE A GOOD DEAL OF RUINING THE REPUTATION OF OTHERS——SANSA WAS A VICTIM TO IT,  BELIEVING ALL WITCHES AND WIZARDS WERE EVIL. WICKED.  DAMNED] jaemin——    [IT COMES AND GOES.  SHE STOPS HERSELF ST THE SOUND OF A SHATTERING PLEA WORKING IT’S WAY INTO HER OWN VOICE.  WHAT WAS MEANT TO COME AFTER THAT STAYS HIDDEN.  ROTTING ON HER TONGUE,  MELTING IN THE ACID OF HER BELLY.   ALL SHE CAN DO IS WHISPER HIS NAME]  jaemin..  [HER HANDS ARE OUT TO GET HIM,  HOLDING HIS FACE.  SHE DOESN’T MOVE ANYMORE AFTER THAT.      SHE CAN ONLY STARE,     SPEAK WITH HER EYES IF HER WORDS CONTINUED TO REBEL AGAINST HER.    FEELINGS SHE COULD NOT NAME NO MATTER HOW HARD SHE TRIED.  HER FAMILY TAUGHT HER EVERYTHING,  EVERY DUTIFUL WORD,  EVERY WAY A DRAGON LORD SHOULD PRESENT THEMSELVES—— BUT HOW TO EXPRESS  LOVE]    \ stay \.     .. with me. 

day²   ──   oct,  괜한 공허함에 난 겁을 내✷
            
            dislike you?     [   JAEMIN  REPEATS THE WORDS WITH A BITTER LAUGH AS THOUGH THE IDEA WAS UNIMAGINABLE,    AND THAT HIS ANSWER WAS PAINFULLY  OBVIOUS───    SO MUCH SO THAT HE DOUBTS SHE DOESN'T KNOW IT HERSELF ALREADY.    HIS HAND  MOVES TO RUB AGAINST HIS TIRED FEATURES;   PUSHING THE HAIR OUT OF HIS  LINE OF SIGHT BEFORE FOCUSING BACK ON HER.     JAEMIN ALEXANDER DOESN'T CRY;    HE LEARNED LONG AGO WHAT THE CONSEQUENCES OF LETTING A SINGLE TEAR FALL WOULD HAVE.   YET,  JUST THEN,   PERHAPS HE SIMPLY DIDN'T NOTICE THE WAY HIS EYES BEGAN TO BURN DESPITE THE BITTER SMILE HE TRIED  TO FORCE.    ]     
            
            how could you even..     is that truly what you (@valhalkyrie) believe?   [    THERE ARE MOMENTS THAT WORDS STRUGGLE TO REACH THE TIP OF HIS TONGUE,    PUSHED AWAY BY WHAT HE COULD NEVER UNDERSTAND.    BETWEEN THE BOTH OF THEM:    HE REMEMBERS IT ALL TOO WELL.    ]       i'm doing this for you.    surely..    there was only so long you could keep  a witchborn by  your side,  no?

@ilyielt  将軍  ݁   why.  [WHY WON’T HE?  WHY NOT?  WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS?   IT PLAYS AGAIN AND AGAIN IN HER HEAD.  VOICE DISTORTED——.  TAUNTING HER.    SHE KNEW EXACTLY WHY.   THAT WAS WHAT THEY WANTED HER TO BELIEVE.  EVEN THEN,  SHE DIDN’T.  SHE COULDN’T UNDERSTAND HERSELF LET ALONE HIM.   HOW SHE SAYS SHE HATES HIM,  HOW SHE WISHES TO NEVER SEE HIS FACE AND HOW HER HYPOCRITICAL HEART BEATS EVERY TIME WHENEVER SHE HEARS HIS VOICE.  “YOU MISSED HIM”.      ———HER EYES REMAINED SEARCHING,   HESITANT TO CHASE AFTER HIM THIS TIME.   SHE HAD DONE SO TWICE,  AND EACH OF THEM WAS MET WITH RUNNING AWAY.  HE COULD NEVER LOOK HER STRAIGHT IN THE EYES EVER SINCE THAT DAY..  HER HAND STILL ACHES AT THE MEMORY,  AS DOES HER HEART.  SHE NEVER DID TELL HIN SHE WAS SORRY]    we were friends,   once..    you were——happy.   ..  do you dislike me so much now that you must hide away from me? 

i.   @ilyielt JUMPING UP AND DOWN I NEED A MOVIEEEEE 

@valhalkyrie *  lowk got a tad lazy at the end n idk how i feel abt the switching between storylines

@valhalkyrie    *       UGH ILY