This is more of a vent, read if you want to.
TW// mentions of an ED and self harm
i can't...it's getting to hard to work through, im failing tests, and classes in general, and i know my parents are going to kill me if i don't bring my grades up soon, and my other family members are stressing me out, telling me how I'm supposed feel and act, I'm starting to wear out, and i don't know how long i can go before i try and cut again, my ED is causing me to restrict myself more, and I'm falling into old habits, I know I need to take a break but i can't, I'm so used to just working until I physically can't, and no one that needs to care does
so if this is the last you hear from, or of me, it's because I couldn't take it anymore, thank you to all who care.