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if anyone cares i reposted ‘i had no idea’ in a separate on account for the fact… i have four more chapters of said story coming up!! 
          	
          	belle <<33
          	
          	xox

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hey so if i were to write, say, a starkid teacher au (which i’m totally thinking about) what title - ms, miss, mx - should i use for meredith considering their pronouns are she/they. i’m not sure what would be most appropriate for her, so any input by someone else would be much appreciated. and yano considering i use she/her pronouns i don’t have much of an idea lol <333

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OK SO I WATCHED HEATHERS AT MY LOCAL THEATRE AND IT IS PRETTY SAFE TO SAY IM IN LOVE WITH IT AND EVEN THOUGH MY GUY JD IS PSYCHOTIC I STILL KINDA LIKE HIM AND HEATHER MAC IS MY SPIRIT ANIMAL AND I LOW-KEY LOVE RAM AND KURT ALSO I GOT A TOTE BAG SAYING ‘I LOVE MY DEAD GAY SON’ AND I CANT GET OVER IT IM SO FREAKIN HAPPY RN :)))) AND MY FRIENDS ARE COMING OVER TO MY PLACE TOMORROW SO OVERALL VERY GOOD WEEKEND AND ANXIETY HATH BEEN AT BAY SO WHAT MORE CAN I ASK FOR <333

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@R-A-W-T oh yeah makes sense they wouldn’t use it lmaooo, but yessss like every song on that soundtrack slaps i love so so much ahhh
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@-cherry-on-top- Yeah, "Blue" was in an earlier version of the musical and it was replaced because... well... it's a song about testicles lmao why I still listen to it I couldn't even tell you
            For me, every song you listed are bangers aaah
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@R-A-W-T  Ooh favourite song that’s a tough one… candy store is really high up because I listened to it before I saw the musical, dead girl walking is ofc amazing I love it so so so much, but beautiful is fucking fantastic and so’s big fun AHHHH there’s too many to fucking choose from OH and lifeboat i love heather mac too much. in conclusion i don’t think i can pick as of now because i love it so so so so muchhhh, but im confused because i don’t think they sang blue they sang something else in place of it and im beboofled 
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I JUST GOT BACK FROM MY FIRST EVER AUDITION! Little backstory, I’m in high school and every year my school puts on a summer and winter production and finally since COVID started we’re allowed to start working on shows again. For the summer production we’re doing Sister Act, we love to see it. I’ve never auditioned for a musical, despite the fact my school is a performing arts school, but I finally worked up the courage and although I didn’t eat properly this weekend and all of today, I think it went pretty well! I’m super excited and I want someone to share this with that aren’t the people I auditioned with! IM REALLY FUCKING PROUD OF MYSELF BECAUSE MY ANXIETY AND MY EMETOPHOBIA STOPS ME FROM DOING THINGS BUT IM MAKING PROGRESS AND IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY! 

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would like to apologise for how shit my shourtney stuff is but i can’t unpublish because i’m not throwing away that many reads lmao

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THIS IS LITERALLY ME WITH MY DAN AND PHIL FIC.
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@scftjupiter do you have some sort of brain cells i don’t wHY DIDNT I THINK OF THAT  writing is effort tho i may get round to it but i also may not lmfaoo
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did i just spend my day writing a multi-ship starkid fic? yes i did. do i need to revise for my spanish exam? yes i do. am i going to? no i am not. should i put more effort into my school work? probably. oh well. 

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@Dear_Theodosia_  woah that’s so cool, thank you for the offer as well <3
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Dear_Theodosia_

@ -cherry-on-top-  Yes, i am peruvian so my first language is spanish, if you need help just ask
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@Dear_Theodosia_ ooh do you speak spanish? also that’s very nice of you but ill be fine, last exam i scored higher than the girl who speaks portuguese and even aside from that she typically scores very high so yano i was proud lmao
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5 works, 5 reading lists, 45 followers, new blue theme, a lauren pfp *deep breath* I’m feeling good. 

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I appreciate your dedication to the theme lmao
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okee so lattay hattay’s on 2k reads can someone explain to my how because my brain physically can not comprehend. 

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@scftjupiter  I would not shoot you for that, I would however question you lmao, i don’t see it, like I love Jemilla and Zazz like we stan our queens, but I prefer Breredith tbh, I think that’s just cos that’s what the fandom told me and I agree with it… and they’re married lmaooo, Lo and Mere are cute tho
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@-cherry-on-top- shoot me if you must but i ship lauredith
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Okee so I haven’t really been active on here for the past week or so I think, one, my emetophobia has hit me really fucking hard again and it’s kind of a struggle with school and stuff and two, I have five PPE exams in the space of three days next week and I haven’t really revised, I also missed a week of school because three of my friends got COVID and I had to isolate, so I missed a lot of revision… my life is going great. That’s sarcasm, my life is complete shit. 
          
          Anygays, I don’t think I’ll be updating too much in the upcoming week, but after that I only have a week and a half left of school and then I get six weeks off! Love ya’s <33