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I feel like a shit person, let me explain why I haven’t updated.
- my teacher is shit, I wouldn’t usually say this but she’s had me redo an entire years worth of essays, 3x now. She isnt being helpful and I could go through an entire list but this is the main part.
-I’ve been focusing on myself. I notice that in my 15 years of life I have always put others before me, not taken time for my brain, my feelings, etc. I think the main reason is because I was the gifted kid then got burned out and my parents now treat me like shit so I push myself too much to be liked.
-I’ve been looking for a job. I’m 15 now and can work a few jobs, I wanna make some money and wanna be away from my family for a bit but it’s not easy haha.
-I’ve had no motivation. Simple as that.
These are only a few reasons, my main point is, I’m going to have a new chapter soon. I don’t know how soon I’m assuming within about a week or so. In the mean time if any of you want to talk, ask questions, etc. I am here to talk.
Love y’all,
Aila <3