here, queer, and ready to disappear

GUESS WHO GOT TO TALK TO THEIR CRUSH TODAY FOR LIKE 30 MINUTES?!?!?!?

I'm so fucking pissed, the owner of my dance studio sold the building, and is no longer teaching classes. what the actual fucking hell. so now I'm trying to find a new studio that will work with me around my schedule, not be too inappropriate (i.e dancing in a bra and spandex), not too expensive, and not too far away. I think I found one, but what the actual FUCK *****

also I'm so sorry for being inactive I will try to update at least twice tomorrow bc then I have drum major camp and band camp and then I'll try again and I'm so damn sorry

ok so for my town we have a huge free fair every year, and i only get to go for ONE NIGHT because it starts while I'm at drum major camp and ends the day after I get back from band camp, and the last day is always shit and I'm so damn upset bc I fucking love the fair goddamn it

I know I'm already inactive as shit BUT I'm going to Europe until July 4th!!!!!! SO I'm gonna make like MCR on March 22nd and die (on here) until then. Just so ya knowwwww I use Wattpad on my computer and I'm not bringing it, and I'll be with limited wifi, with limited access to anything social on my phone, so I will basically drop dead for 10 days.

I almost broke my nose. 
          I went to go see Toy Story 4, and firstly, OMG IT WAS GREAT. Secondly, the theatre we were in was the old one, with tall (taller than you think) wooden backs. At the end, I reached down to grab my trash, albeit a bit enthusiastically, when I slammed my face on the back of the chair in front of me. I now have a slight headache building and I’m sure there will be a bruise.

My favorite summer activity is making plans with friends, looking forward to it for SO LONG and then getting canceled on last minute. It's especially great when you were planning it with old friends you're still somehow friends with, and then deciding you'll try again later this summer fully knowing it will NEVER happen. 
          
          and just being ignored in general.

I BEG ALL OF YOU GO WATCH @DANIEL HOWELL'S NEW VIDEO OMG I DON'T THINK I CAN HANDLE IT OMF IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY AND IT'S SO WHOLESOME AND I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT VIDEO INSPIRED ME SO MUCH i mean im not gonna do anything about it but hey im still inspired

jesus christ i'm so pathetic i can't even study for finals without almost breaking down

PSA: IF YOU ARE READING THIS, YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO HURT YOURSELF IN ANY WAY, SHAPE, OR FORM. IF I HEAR OF YOU DOING THIS, YOU WILL FEEL MY CONCERNED WRATH UPON YOU AND YOU SHALL BE GUILTED OUT OF DOING IT AGAIN