hello there! i have been mia for 2 years and a day. i cannot apologize for that, because this place grew to be very toxic for me and i shut out a lot and couldn't really function without feeling stressed, but in the past two years i've experienced a lot of growth. i'm now 21, i've been graduated from university for the past 7 months, but i have constantly thought about the community i built here over the years and the wonderful friends and readers and supporters that have always kept my best interests at heart. i missed y'all very much, and i'm so so happy to see that you all are still enjoying my work. i want to keep writing, so although i can't promise anything, i do want to let you all know that i see you, i've read your messages, and i love you! thank you for every comment, like, read, every time you messaged me or sent me a book cover/oneshot or dedicated a chapter of your book! i have lost track of a lot of these things and i am so sorry for that but i very much so cherish every one of you.