☆ Jordie ☆

what if i made a story dedicated to songs i like and that remind me of ppl i know irl...

when the book you read is ending or ur on the last chapter and the utter most perfect song comes on for it...FUCKING MR LOVERMAN.
          
          
          
          STOP MAKING ME FEEL THINGS BRO-

but this time on app lol :D

im back lol

if u have ever used character AI im trying to break the filter how do i-

When we get to 200 followers ill do a qna!
          
          send questions here and follow me to get to the goal~

im pulling an all nighter :] 
          
          Time: around 4 am ish-
          
          date: idk anymore
          
          currently: traumatizing myself :] (dont ask)

BOY GIRLS AND NONBINARY HOES
          
          MY CROSSOVER IS OUT WITH AND INFO AND FIRST CHAPTER GO READ PLEASE!!

Y'know when I was younger, I loved school. That was the case for pre-k to 5 grade. 6th grade changed me, my mum was stressing over my brother who is older than me and I felt different, dislocated almost. But now I relize why school was so fun. It's because I was innocent and young. When your young people look down on you, but you don't know that because your too innocent to realize. Once your 13 you realize this, but I realized it sooner, when I was 8 I found this out. I still loved school until I was 10. That's when my mental health came to a downward slope and pressure and other things. I tried to overcome it, but now I just let myself go, and I feel so much better. I care about my grades because I thought that's what you were supposed to do, now I realize that it's what my mum wanted from me. I can't let her down now, so I half to keep going, I AM the golden child. But I can't tell them that I don't want to be the golden child because, who says that?
          
          School sucks. Life sucks. Parents suck. Everything sucks.
          
          I can't even do my passion with worrying someone will make fun of me. So when I say I can't do it anymore don't tell me that I can do it. Because that won't help. Tell me you have been their, and that I can make it through, because if someone else has, even online, I will make sure to not disappoint them because I believe if someobe else can do it, regardless of gender identity and sexuality orientation the why can't I..?
          
          I'm not active as much besides a daily log in because I have been on Character AI, so I have been traumatizing people but it's fineeee-
          
          So yeah Just do whatever u want with that info ig lol-

im runnin on 3-4 hours of sleep-
          
          i had two mnt dews last night lol and slept with my head phones in-