imaginegivingafoook

so i might be moving out sooner then i intended...

imaginegivingafoook

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so ik i forgot to delete my stories. shhhhhhhhh. but anyway, MY SCHOOL ACCOUNT HAS BEEN CHANGED AROUND SO NOW I CAN'T LOG INTO ANYTHING BESIDES SCHOOL WEBSITES WITH IT-
          SPECIFICALLY MY PINTEREST AND WATTPADDDDDDD. as long as a i stay logged in, then i can still use wattpad on my school computer. i could've used pinterest too, but then i logged out on my computer too so now i can't-
          gonna cry tho. ALSO I FORGOT TO SAY THAT MY TABLET (my #1 device that ive used for EVERYTHING bc it was off my dad's radar) YEAH IT FUCKING BROKE- LIKE BROKEN BROKEN! SHIT JUST TURNED OFF AND WOULDN'T TURN BACK ON. I WAS LEGIT WATCHING YOUTUBE AND THE SCREEN WENT BLUE AND THEN BLACK. GONNA KMS-

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im trying to prevent myself from feeling guilty abt leaving my dad bc sometimes he can be rlly funny and nice but ik its a facade. most of it anyway. hes not an evil person by any means. hes just broken. hes been through some shit in the past and thats why he is who he is now but yk. u cant use trauma to make an excuse for hurting others in any way. so everytime i feel bad abt it bc hes being nice or im actually enjoying my time around him, i tell myself that its temporary and that most of it is a lie. im not falling into the same trap my older sister did.

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Ok so it's official. I've talked to my mom and I'm a few months in gonna leave my dads house. I js can't do this shit anymore. I'm not patient. I can't be who I am around my dad, I can't even have an ounce of freedom around him. He's the most controlling mf I've ever met. It's not even me he's mostly a bitch to, it's everyone else in my life. I can't live around someone who treats my loved ones like shit.

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thank you so much all of you for the support along the way. But soon, one of the hardest journeys i've been on, will soon end.
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jegulus_serves

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@imaginegivingafoook you are such a slay and I so fucking proud of you <3<3<3<3<3<3<3
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zhxrqq

@imaginegivingafoook ur amazing dude. good on u for talking to ur mom
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imaginegivingafoook

K so I deadass hate all my teachers except for my band director and science teacher. my math teacher is a bitch, my history teacher is also a dick. They're both the whole, "the bell doesn't dismiss you, I do!" And from that point forward , I hated both of them

jegulus_serves

@imaginegivingafoook I'm done babe- I'm moving on to college :D lol
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imaginegivingafoook

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Today is the first day back in school after summer! Great... I prefer school over sitting around my dad's house all day though so yk that's ok. Oh and I'm PISSED because I was supposed to get picked up FROM school by one of my grandparents every day on my moms week, But nope. NEW FUCKING PLAN APPARENTLY! Because I'm gonna be going to my dads, THREE FUCKING DAYS next week because my grandma has a few trips for her job and my grandpa can't get off work early enough to get me directly from achool. So I'm gonna have to hang around that FUCKING house until 4 on Monday and thursday. AND ON TUESDAY! OMFG! so my mom has to get me that day for some great fucking reason and I have to stay at my dads...TILL FUCKING 6-7 PM! FUCK NO! I'M SO FUCKING MAD ABT IT BECAUSE I WAS LOOKING FORWARD TO NOT HAVE TO GO TO MY DADS ON MY MOMS WEEKS ANYMORE CAUSE MY LITTLE BROTHER GREW UP A LITTLE FINALLY! BUT NOPE I STILL GOTTA GO! AND I HAVE TO STAY PAST DINNER ON TUESDAY AND PROBABLY A FEW OTHER DAYS DOWN THE ROAD! IF THIS IS HOW YOU ARE GOING TO SET SHIT UP MOM, MAYBE YOU SHOULD'VE JUST ARRANGED IT SO I STOP BY MY DADS EVERY DAY AND GET PICKED UP AND 4 EVERYDAY! BECAUSE CLEARLY THIS A WHOLE BUNDLE OF BULLSHIT YOU JUST SET UP! FUCK I'M SOOOOO PISSED ABT THIS WHOLE SITUATION!

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And IN case I sound selfish and rude towards my family in that rant, I kinda have a right to be because I was told one thing that is COMPLETELY different from the truth and it was a last minute thing. I was told LITTERALLY RIGHT before ✋✋
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