about me ... hmm it matters what you want to know about me  ... me in a whole but less than a whole more like a summarisation for now...  is im an open book you can see me and read what I have to say and you can understand but I am also complex  I have my secrets  and my embarrassing  qualities all written in the sealed pages at the back of a book the pages you explain you spilt coffee on last week but instead you did that to preserve your unwritten ending.  for words can write a fictional ending and   none of its true when its not fiction its reality and its also in the past but nobody can write out your future because its that you make it to be nothings set in cement or here say in print because in life when reality comes the only true thing you can write about your future that will not ever be fiction is that you are one day going to die now you cant predict when but you can make up your story as you go  an hope your life is memorable enough to have a story in print or set in cement and to be remembered till the other reality of last breaths of your loved ones. so there's lots about me and maybe one day it will all be on paper or in print and set in cement but today is not that day for people change and I might write all about me and be different tomorrow ... and well updating all about me everyday would just be selfish and exhausting. so not today. - rec