Ok so I only have 12 followers and I know no one will respond, but recently I lost my best friend because of as the friend put it "difference of opinion". I am part of lgbtq+, and so is the friend and we just went on our 8th grade DC trip. The friend was making and ig post and on the caption she put Trump 2024. This might not seem like a thing so be super annoyed at her for, but the thing is that I'm Mexican and Chinese. It greatly affected me because even though the friend doesn't actually support Trump, it sounded like she was supporting someone for hating me for my ethnicity(idk if that's the right word I think it is). On top of that, I just recently had a very good friend move away. Back to the friend though. What I did may seem like a big thing but the next day was my birthday party, and I uninvited the friend to my party. A day after my party the ex-friend shows up because we each have each others things. The friend also gave me a birthday present. I so dearly love this ex-friend, but our relationship was very toxic. Most of the stuff we said to each other were insults, and when I playfully insult my other friends I always like say "sorry", or "not", or something like that, but when I insulted that friend, I didn't necessarily feel bad about it. But, I talked to the friend about stuff I didn't talk to with my other best friend. I honestly don't know what to do because I love this friend, but our friendship was very toxic. Also, this friend would go on and on about how much I meant to them(in a friendly, we liked different people), but as soon as we have a fight, I always have to be the bigger person and have to be forgiven, or own up to something I didn't do. I don't know what to do. Anyone have any advice?
