imayunation

di pala ako malas. kasi kung malas ako napunta na ako sa mga lalaking yan 

tangina anuyon glitch lang talaga yon!! ang cringe!!! tnaginaaaaaa

ANNOUNCEMENT: updated na po ang feels ko guys, nasa diary na ang katotohanan 

lobotomy ko kayo guys para makalimot kayo

guys alam kong nagbabasa kayo d2 pota

i'm pretty sure i made the right decision of asking him his intention about me. because if i didn't, he wouldn't plan on pursuing me pa rin naman... kahit na ba dapat kausap ko pa rin siya ngayon... i still don't like the idea na hindi ako gusto niyang uwian. ang pangarap ko lord ay ako na ang katapusan, yung wala nang alinlangan pa, dahil sigurado na sya. 
          
          i don't wanna be a girlfriend. i wanna be a wife. pero pano maging wife kung di muna maging girlfriend? i can't fathom the idea na may possibility na magbreak and masayang lang yung nabuong bond. di ako pang ganun, lord. di ko kaya yun. 

i remember dreaming of having a picture with my old crush after his intramural games. also, i  wrote a literary fiction wherein i stood under the waiting shed with my crush. these things happened in real life years later, only with a different person. on my graduation day. and on four days later after that. 

i am fucking ovulating and this is the worst of the worst because...

miss ko na syAaa

matapos mo ko i-princess treatment kahapon, di mo ko rereplyan? the acidity?!