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after like 2-3 years ive decided through spontaneity that the book thats always been shoved up in a little corner for me to brainstorm about, will finally be released. I'm not sure when or where, but im going to pace myself since after all these years i haven't even written 10 chapters due to severe writers block and crippling depression, with a dash of incapable writing devices.
          
          so despite the vast amount of planning and lack of writing, i will post the prologue until im ready to fully stick my foot in the door. it might be a while, but im investing in my mental health and despite my stress in life rn its the relief i need so bitch who tf cares.
          
          the book in question has a pending cover and blurb since im not fully satisfied with it but its name will be 'the meaning of'. 
          
          that phase means a lot of things to me such as, the meaning of anxiety, depression, my life, my feelings ect. the title has always felt deep enough to me to always circle back to it.
          
          and through this sudden announcement which for sure shocked most of my friends i hope that the meaning of me, the meaning of my characters will be communicated.
          
          thank you for taking the time to read this if you could be bothered to, if you didnt boy can i understand. since this book has been in the works (planning wise) for like 3 years, my ideas from there have been the same, including the fact that i made dedications and based some characters on rl and online friends from the 2020-21 time bracket. (i will be asking permission for the dec
          dedications)
          
          so yeah, thank you! and have a nice rest of the day...
          
          
          
          

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i changed my user girlies

i havent eaten for 24hours. i want to change my username. should maia_slightfree_ be no more? yes. yes, she should.

the inside of my mouth keeps peeling like my gums and inside cheeks and its making me get ulcersssss. let's not forget these wattpad debate arguments i've been reading for the past 10 minutes like wtffff. i just want a coffee freaking frappucino.  

Thank you so much for your votes and comments on Stolen Voices ❤️

why does every book that i find that actually looks good have a freaking age gap? age gaps creep me tf out. 8 years is the max for me and even that pushes it. more disgusted knowing my father is over 10 years older than my mum, my mum's new husband *cue vomit* is like in his late 40S when she's in her mid 30s. eurghhhhhhhh...
          
          anyway, sign petitions and do everything you can to help women and minorities in need rn. the world is a crappy place

tell me a girl really didnt block me after she said corpses music was trash and i said there was a difference between being judgemental and having an opinion? miss girl.... 
          
          getting pressed you got called out and acting like im not listening to you when its like you turned helen keller reading what i told u- istg wattpad is so toxic. i'm ashamed of the anime community as of now. we harbour some butthurt ass bitches lmaooo

okay lowkey traumatised.
          
          give me netflix recommendations yk. 
          
          can we also talk about how fine song kang is? still sad about the love alarm ending ngl. I shipped them so hardddd