♡

*Final *
          
          I have always dreamed of being a writer and having a life in art. I want to create films and original stories. I will work till my dying breath to achieve that dream. Solar Flare was the starting point of something so beautiful and I never want to forget this. 
          
          My life is just beginning and this time I know it is true. It is bittersweet to bury this account but the memories will sustain me. I am sorry, this is just something that I know is right, it has been an absolutely amazing journey. 
          
          So what's next?
          
          I am starting a YouTube channel and going to use Inkitt to write and publish. 
          
          I will be deleting this account and Solar Flare included, so please if you see Solar Flare or it's sequel published it is not me. 
          
          I cannot emphasize my gratitude enough. Thank you for everything once again. 
          
          I will keep this post up and the account up for a little bit just so I can transfer a few things. If you have comments or questions please do not hesitate to drop a comment or message me. 
          
          Thank you so much. 
          
          Till the end of the line,
          Jade 
          
          YouTube Channel: from the garden of bellefleur
          
          Inkitt: kidhippie

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           I do not know what to say except thank you. This has been a beautiful ride, I have made so many incredible memories with you all. I have laughed at countless comments, made my best friend here... Solar Flare was something I never ever expected to bloom. I wrote it to combat writers block, explore new themes, and most of all share fragments about myself with strangers. Never in a million years would I imagine the support I received. I adored every minute of it. But the time has come to say goodbye to this chapter. 
          
          I am truly grateful for all the love over the years with my battles and weaknesses. 
          It is no surprise that throughout these years I have disappeared on and off. I struggled with addictions and depression. I feel apart, unable to overcome, it came to a point where it was just relapses after relapses. I will not get into too many details but I will say this, I am over one year sober and clean and I am ready to truly live. I have never been truly transparent, mostly out of fear and shame. Here was a 14/15 year old fanfic writer, trying to create something whilst falling apart everyday. 
          
          Even in my absence  I have never forgotten Solar Flare and the hope it gave me. It gave me a reason to live, that there is people who know nothing about me yet care? I never experienced anything like that before.
          
           I have made peace with myself as a whole, whether that be my past, my sexuality, these past years in general. And much like Solar Flare I died too, only to be born again into the role I was meant to be. 

Thank you for voting on my story!!! It means a lot:)

Rest In Peace to the legend that was Stan Lee... he lived a long awesome life. I’ll miss the cameos and the energy he brought to Marvel. 

If you like Carl Grimes. You should read my book only a few chapters now but it will be longer.

*arnold schwarzenegger voice*
          
          I'll be back. 

                        milk and honey
          
          i have 
          what i have 
          and i am happy. 
          
          i've lost
          what i lost
          and i'm
          still 
          happy. 
          
          - outlook

Can you pleeaaase  update rise if a queen please love that story 

JADEEEEE!!!!! IVE MISSED YOU!

Ayyyy! New usernameee!! Love it! (And your profile pic. Definitely love Wonder Woman!!) (Oh geez. I probably sound tired and ridiculous. lmao) Nightttt!