HELP I'M SUCH AN IDIOT
I HAVE NEVER HAD A CRUSH (IN FACT, I KEPT MISTAKING WANTING TO BE FRIENDS WITH SOMEONE FOR A CRUSH AS A KID) AND THE IDEA OF KISSING IS ABSOLUTELY DISGUSTING TO ME
YOU WANNA KNOW HOW LONG IT TOOK ME TO FIGURE OUT THAT I'M AROACE???
15 YEARS