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Hey guys, new book. I just needed to release some stress.
          	
          	This book is based on my life story and about the entries I wrote from June 2023. 
          	It's not gonna be a fun book :')
          	
          	https://www.wattpad.com/story/355921908-with-every-dumb-decision-comes-with-great

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i think im confused 
          
          recently i broke up with this guy and after 5 days i asked if i could chase him again. 
          
          Do you guys think it's a foul move that I asked him if I could chase him again after I brought up breaking up with him?
          
          I still love him despite my shortcomings and how badly I treated him even after the break-up. The reason why I brought up breaking up was because my relationship with my mom became worse. I would usually rant about her here and, as you all notice, it was that bad. And now, when I started liking this dude, things became worse and the only reason she was mad was because I am hard to be called. I don't immediately do it when she calls me to do something for her or some chores. She's also mad over the fact that I technically lied to them when we talked about who was I chatting to every day. 
          
          I said I only liked him, but the truth is we were already in a relationship at that time and I constantly talked to him every day. That was until my phone got taken huhu. 
          
          But anyway, irl I'll still be seeing him on some occasions, but I don't know if I'm making the right decision :((

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i regret even letting him go 
            
            anyways hi guys its been so longggg
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imdadestroyer-

hi hello omg i died i know cuz school be sitting on top of my priority list darn it 
          
          but yeah seeing as winterbreak is bout to come like yes biatch lesgo so i might try to publish some book LMFAO JOKE i haven't even finished this chanbaek book...... but then again i think I'll just discontinue it since i have no good plot for it :(( so yes... i plan on writing a different kind of book instead of chanbaek and since I'm into got7 nowadays (my addiction to got7 and exo is still equal up til now no worries), i thought of writing an action kind of book with these two as protagonists and antagonists ;) 
          
          so yeah have a happy week guys! mental health is important !

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heya fellows, dropping by to say I suck at updating you all (╥﹏╥) sorry for being so so inactive huhu!!! Right now, my mom is telling me to give her back my phone cuz she claims that we keep using our gadgets lolol. But anyways, i will still be updating "Just Let Me Live You", even though the updates agents organize. Y'all know that already though :'))) 
          
          Always be happy!!! 
          
          Love your wonderful writer, 
          Nel <33

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[rant cuz I'm cool like that, and no, not a book update] 
          
          lmao this is what I hate about online classes and spring breaks 
          
          getting constantly commanded by my parents and not getting to finish my goals 
          
          I want to write, but please, I have been baking for a few days already and after those days of baking, I wanted to write then my mom goes in and complains I'm taking too long on the damn computer like why???? I'm doing something fun and you're getting mad about it??? it's my hobby! I have to use technology to write, brainstorm, and publish then what ???? I want to finish my book but hell she's like a huge block, not gonna lie 
          
          and also, I got my dad angry for not doing what he was telling me to do, unfortunately for me, I finished it and he told me "you can throw that in the trash before I get pissed off even more" (the paper I wrote, that's what he's telling me to throw away)...
          
          yeah, I wished he stayed on his bed and slept the night away like he always does. 
          
          the hell i want to run and leave this house right now