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my tell -imyille 

          This kind of love between me and my angelic demon  can only be divine love, it can only be the love of the world and universe and not earth, we're unearthly love, this love is out of this world, the stars know of our love, and even the heavens know ...
          

Make me dance in your arms  betwen  heaven and death .. 

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          ididn't realize myself until I started crying hysterically, my heart was beating painfully for him...
          
          -my tears  written bý "dead poets society " .

I appreciate the golden follow dearly, your support means a lot~

after painful crying, I wish I could sleep peacefully without thinking about anything 
          as if I was running away to mý dark, safe place . . . 

Sometimes resorting to isolation away from pain is the only thing that came to my mind during this period ...

When the endings are near, the symphony is louder and crowded on all sides
            When it gets really cold, you try to hold back the tears that are about to fall
            You falter between steps, standing in the middle of that story, not knowing if you are going to leave or to stay for the night, or rather you want to leave, but afraid that there will be no one to hold your hand to stop you , afraid that there will be no one who will come to your gate and embrace you}.
          

 at these days  my heart hurts so much,  because of the pain that weighed down inside me. I was sleeping in class and found myself bursting into tears, as if my energy could no longer bear it until my cheeks became red.... 

Throughout my illness, I did not care about pain. I did not even know it existed as much as I did the pain that was caused by my disappointment. Yesterday, I slept on a heavy body, as if I were bound with iron. My whole body was numb from the pain. 
          There was a frozen pain inside my chest and it got worse ..