No, I am not dead, simply in a cocoon of emotional strife that is decreasing thankfully. I deleted everything because I wanted to be fresh. I really stopped caring about those projects. I needed to move on. So right now I am sitting here, contemplating most of my life, and realizing that I should take the advice given to me by oh so many people and write to you. I should explain my feelings and emotions in the only way I know how without making me seem too strange. I have began the story so many times to start expressing myself, so yeah, I am trying. Give me some time, and hopefully I will come up with something brilliant for you guys. All my love my beauties, and til next time. Your hoping to be aspiring authoress and self-proclaimed creative genius, Alexandra Nicole <3