Well, I'm glad I could make your day better, even if only a tiny bitsy bit. As a response to the message in the previous comment section (I didn't keep answering there, because didn't wanna bother the other two people there were in the comment section as well with notifications that didn't have anything to do with them). You don't need to worry about the grammar. While I recommend trying to do your best in that sense always when publishing books meant to be read by other people, you don't need to be overly self-demanding. English isn't actually my mother tongue, and it isn't even my second language, therefore I understand the struggle with grammar and vocabulary in writing. Just write as you feel the flow, and try to get advice from your closest ones and people you trust, that way you'll get better.
And, really, you don't need to worry about language usage, I'm not from the USA, Canada, England, or any other English-speaking country, and I think I manage to write some half-decent English, though I'm still studying.
So, just write because it feels good and right to do so. There are struggles, yeah, but that's the whole point of it. It wouldn't be fun if there was no difficulty, would it?
And it's precisely because I can understand the struggle that I decided to support you and give you kind words, since that is what I would like to receive in such a situation. Even if you don't know who I am, I'll be that one internet person that gave you encouragement :)
Take care, and good day/night!