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Haven't been on here in a few months so, uh, yeah, how y'all doin ?
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Guess who's birthday it is (I would add a bunch of random emojis but they don't work) anyways
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LateAgain_Whizzer
@imgayformybestie Happy birthday!!! Also, congrats on 69 views on the Steddie ff
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I think I'm just going to kind of disappear for a while, won't be answering anyone (except for one specific person), I just can't keep up with anyone else right now and I've been overwhelmed by shitty feelings and impulsive thoughts, I'm doing really bad mentally. Hope y'all have a good Thanksgiving and stuff, I probably won't be back for a month or two, maybe I'll be back on my birthday just to say hi, but idk Luv you all, bye <3
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AFunkyFrog
@imgayformybestie I don't know you and I don't expect you to answer this but I hope you feel better soon. You deserve to feel good and recover. Whatever happens, I hope you always have a reason to live. Stay safe <3
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@imgayformybestie oh.. I'm sorry, Andy- I really hope the time off with help your mh, have a good thanksgiving, as well, if you wanna talk, im almost always on! <3 see you later
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Woke up feeling slightly awful, stayed in bed half the day, I'm only out of bed to get lunch with my dad and grandma. I still didn't get much sleep, and I'm like, super bored, so uh, does anyone wanna talk? I got nothing better to do But how are y'all?
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I'm bored now, so time to give myself my 19th(?) And possibly 20th piercing, maybe more, we'll see :)
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Manic stuff has been causing me to get like 3-4 hours of sleep at most a night for the past week, think I may actually pass out from exhaustion this time, or maybe I'll be up until 4am again, we shall see ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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@Non-StopNickNelson lmao, look at the post before this one, that'll explain it.
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Just gonna quickly explain why I've been seemingly very unhinged so far these past few days, I deal with manic episodes that tend to last for long amounts of time, currently going through one, if I'm acting concerning it's because of that, yes, I may do stupid stuff that could possibly end very badly for me- but there's nothing I can do about it so, uh, dw about me, I just can't control impulsive decisions and ideas of mine currently, also I joke about serious stuff that happens to me, that's how I deal with bad situations, I'm all good tho, hope y'all aren't to worried, I'll just do my best to deal with it, should be over in at most a few months :)
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Thegayestpersonalive
@imgayformybestie I FEEL BAD AND I WANT TO HELP YOU MY FIRST THOUGHT WAS KISSING PLS
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First time I've genuinely cried in months and it's from being called fucking Bambi Literally sobbing, I hope I get called that forever