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Hey Everyone 
          
          
          I hope everyone is doing as well as they can be with the recent news of Liam’s passing. I came on here to let everyone know that in times like these it’s important for people to be kind to each other, and it’s okay to be sad and cry.  We all lost someone who made major impacts on our lives. I also hope that everyone is being kind, and no one’s blaming anyone. This is a horrible thing that happened and no one should focus on the what’s ifs. No one should be in anyone’s comments spreading hate for speaking about an experience they’ve had. Also. the video going around of a man falling from a window is not Liam, do not spread that information it is false. Be careful about what you read, hear,see and say. My account is and will forever be a safe space, feel free to discuss anything on it but remember to be kind. We’re in this together, so we have to be there for each other. My heart goes out to Liam’s loved ones, especially his son and to everyone else in Liam’s life and anyone who has ever loved him and been impacted by his being.  
          
          Stay kind, 
          
          

Why are you on every Larry fanficcccc 

Hi how are you? 

Hii

so… it’s me birthday and i’m low key thinking about finishing most  my stories punishing them and never coming on here again! 
          
          im a dancing queen though… at least for a year.

umm hi, it’s been… a minute but I need to calm down. I would put emojis but idk if they actually show up… I’m gonna rant a bit (sorry) but umm trigger warnings because those are needed, death and gun violence not connected but like yeah anyways so
          
          2020, I got news of one of my friends passing away. This effected me a lot I mean it wasn’t the first person in my life who I cared about that passed but it was my first friend. I haven’t ever talked about him or how much he actually meant to be because I convince myself that I actually hated him and I’m just talking for attention. When we last talked I was upset with him. I was upset with another friend like in the last hours but not like super upset they just hurt my feeling a little anyways. There was a shooting near where they live and I got really scared. Probably nothing you’ll see on the new nationally because the gun violence in America is becoming scary but also normalized. My friend that passed had moved to a different state and we had planned that when he got back we would hang out. That obviously never happened… umm I had also planned to do things with my friend when we meet up in the future. I got scared that I was going to be in the same place I was two years ago, I’m not completely out of that hole especially since people keep joining the death in my life club. Umm anyways, I’m the world that we live in today make sure you tell the people you love how much they mean to you. I didn’t really get that chance and it fucking eats at me almost everyday. 
          
          I hope everyone’s well, if you’re not that’s alright but take care of yourself please. Y’all are incredibly important,  every single one of you mean something to at least one person.  Drink water and eat, if you’re not in the mood to eat please at least stay hydrated. <33333

One of my biggest irrational fears is me working at a strip club and one of my former teachers walking in… or like a family member

HI! so IVe recently been thinking about this fic where harry is selectively mute and he like meets Louis and he doesn't talk to Louis until he's under the eye-full tower and he films it and I've been looking for it and if you know what I'm talking about please please let me know because I'm going to go crazy. 
          
          Happy pride also, apparently I'm working on a fic because I posted a chapter a couple days ago when it was really late for me and it's honestly not that good. I don't even remember what it was about anyways read that please I guess.

happy pride whether you're out or not. We're valid no matter what anyone else says we are valid. If you are g really completely sure where you fit that's okay I'm not completely sure either. Be prideful of yourself every month of the year. 
          
          Not everyone lives in the best environment to be out, to those of you who don't. You're loved you're valid I'm sorry about your situation. Get through it and leave, listen to Harry. Don't be sorry. 
          
          I've learned over the past two years that it's my choice on if I want to come out or not, I'm still learning who I am, idk what I want to do but I know I want to make big changes. On the internet there's alot of... Negativity there's alot of anti me. I'm fucked in every sense except literally. I've found amazing corners of the internet with absolutely amazing people. I can be myself on here and on other social platforms. Not twitter... I don't want to be doxed BUT on here and Instagram. It's cool here, I'm glad pandemic me from last year decided to do this because I wouldn't be as open with myself if I had turned the other way. I'd also probably be dead but anyways it's late for me. 
          
          Happy pride. OH AND we should be friends but on Instagram so... Follow and I'll follow you back if you want. Matildashhouse is it... This isn't a promotion but even if it was I can do this cause I'm gay 24/7 not just this month.

I got three fucking one direction albums today Niall spelled with wrong. THE HARRYS HOUSE CD JS SO PRETTY IM GONNA ORDER TBE ALBUM I CANT-