hey guys, im back. its been like a year w/o me contacting coral, and i've really only been barely messaging liz on pinterest. its been hard for me to just function properly without the proper support.
my childhood friend which i've known for almost my whole life is thinking abt killing themselves or running away and the thought of losing them has been weighing down heavily on me. and honestly, i've been thinking about also doing those. idk what to do at this point.
idk if anyone is here anymore, coral is gone and he was like a major supporter for me, pretty sure we're broken up by now cause i can't contact him (its also been a year lmao). i just feel like nobody is here for me. i just don't know how to reach out for help.
yes, i am a minor, and yes, i don't want anyone to call the police or anything like that.
im currently in therapy, my next therapy session is about my ex who traumatized me out of relationships. (wish me luck)
anyways, this was probably the most cringe post i have ever done, and idk why i feel the need to post here anymore. idk if its because coral got me to get an account on here and I want to js say bye to him or smth else.
im literally sick rn so idk if im gonna remember to check my wattpad again.
to those still here; hi, hru?