imjustachillguy_048

hey guys, im back. its been like a year w/o me contacting coral, and i've really only been barely messaging liz on pinterest. its been hard for me to just function properly without the proper support.
          	
          	my childhood friend which i've known for almost my whole life is thinking abt killing themselves or running away and the thought of losing them has been weighing down heavily on me. and honestly, i've been thinking about also doing those. idk what to do at this point.
          	
          	idk if anyone is here anymore, coral is gone and he was like a major supporter for me, pretty sure we're broken up by now cause i can't contact him (its also been a year lmao). i just feel like nobody is here for me. i just don't know how to reach out for help.
          	
          	yes, i am a minor, and yes, i don't want anyone to call the police or anything like that.
          	
          	im currently in therapy, my next therapy session is about my ex who traumatized me out of relationships. (wish me luck)
          	
          	anyways, this was probably the most cringe post i have ever done, and idk why i feel the need to post here anymore. idk if its because coral got me to get an account on here and I want to js say bye to him or smth else.
          	
          	im literally sick rn so idk if im gonna remember to check my wattpad again.
          	
          	to those still here; hi, hru?

imjustachillguy_048

hey guys, im back. its been like a year w/o me contacting coral, and i've really only been barely messaging liz on pinterest. its been hard for me to just function properly without the proper support.
          
          my childhood friend which i've known for almost my whole life is thinking abt killing themselves or running away and the thought of losing them has been weighing down heavily on me. and honestly, i've been thinking about also doing those. idk what to do at this point.
          
          idk if anyone is here anymore, coral is gone and he was like a major supporter for me, pretty sure we're broken up by now cause i can't contact him (its also been a year lmao). i just feel like nobody is here for me. i just don't know how to reach out for help.
          
          yes, i am a minor, and yes, i don't want anyone to call the police or anything like that.
          
          im currently in therapy, my next therapy session is about my ex who traumatized me out of relationships. (wish me luck)
          
          anyways, this was probably the most cringe post i have ever done, and idk why i feel the need to post here anymore. idk if its because coral got me to get an account on here and I want to js say bye to him or smth else.
          
          im literally sick rn so idk if im gonna remember to check my wattpad again.
          
          to those still here; hi, hru?

imjustachillguy_048

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atp, this is kind of turning into a vent account (which is fine by my standards)
          
          "why are you crying again?"
          
          because you took away my escape from reality, my life is shit. i "act out" because i need to escape, you're making my life shittier.

imjustachillguy_048

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yk shit is serious when you realize you'll never be someone's favorite friend/person, but they're yours.

imjustachillguy_048

i dont wanna cry but i am :)
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imjustachillguy_048

sometimes i question whether people actually like me, for example; my huzz, family, etc.

imjustachillguy_048

@CoralSLAAAY23 i love you too <3 (i start school again on the 11th, and the week before that is very busy, i got back to school shopping, a birthday party, open house, etc. sigh) i'm going back home on friday or saturday this week though, which is bith sad and exciting <3
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CoralSLAAAY23

@imjustachillguy_048 I don't like you.. I love you! its just that neither of us are on.. you know? I still love you though, and I always will
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imjustachillguy_048

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          hii :D
          
          this is for ppl who know me on perchance, uhh, ik i haven't been on like i promised (and i prob won't be on for a while BUT I DID NOT ABANDON YOU). im in a whole different state rn visiting family so i cant log on like how i wish to :(
          
          hope you guys understand, ily guys (especially coral) and i will be back soon :DDD (insert outro song)

imjustachillguy_048

why do you assume you're the smartest in the room? (*ゝω・)ノ
          
          [sleep deprived mimi is a hamilton who-]
          
          anyways, hru, my three followers and whoever happens to come across this account? (゜∇^d)!!