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sea of mosters era of the show  you will always be famous to me SPOILERS AHEAD 
          
          
          i loved how they set up season 3 and i lowkey did 5 laps around my room whe it said THIS MOTHERFUCKING YEAR and the clip made me tear up with joy and omg the angst next season at this point annabeth will choose Thalia over percy FOR NOW and grovers in the middle and he just had everything he thought about his future pulled out from under him and hes already gave so much just to join into this world he basically hate to watch his mother die and he just lead a whole ass battle and in TTC book?season hes gonna be treate as such an afterthought and you cannot convince me that the entire camp wouldnt be on Thalias side remeber how percy was treated by everyone including Chiron in this book they all just treated him as an extra or a last resort or a 2nd option and just when he comes to terms with it the propecy is dumped on him again and this time he has less than a year and a half to get ready camp treated percy horribly in book 3 becasue of the godly parentage heirachy at camp and hes only ever been kind to everyone and still has been overlooked left behind and left out becasue Thalias back and the worst part in my opion is theve known percy for 2 and a half years and they hadnt even met thalia yet becasue she died also i dont really like chiron as a chrecter and i can give a bunch of other reasons for that.

being a woc is lowkey so crazy  somedays becasue tell me why i saw a tiktok comment that said i dont ship percabeth in the show becasue a black girl finding love is super unrealistic. like pasue and reflect on wtaf that just said and how fucking pathetic that statement sounds and how it can affect real girls self image. also i dont jnow if everyone will agree but black girls are one of the most underrepresented groups in media often being labeled as too loud or too outspoken and unattarctive and the disposable black girlfriend trope is an excellent example of that in media. but keep in mind  u never had to be that 13 year old black girl crying in the bathroom becasue random people were calling you the nword when i was biking or wondering why or wanting to see a girl like me getting her happy ending or having a guy say straight up to you, your cute and seem really kind but i only date white girls so having leah as that reputation and seeing her getting her flowers will always makes me cry becasue it reminds me that theres hope for girls  who look like me so #leahbeth forever.  
          
          -thank u for coming to my ted talk xoxo

gang im lowkey cooked my computer with all my writing crashed so i lost my entire first draft and timeline plans for future chappters i will try and see if i can start again and work on it but i genuinly dont know when updates are going to be im actually so so so sorry.

I'm reading onyx.storm RN and its like chapter 49 and then all of a sudden violent lightning and thunder starts outside its fucking hilarious I'm dying because iykyk

my laptop is fixed and my surgery is on the 7th i will try to update as much as possible between now and then.

guys i was rewatching Spider-Man No Way Home and holy shit why do they have to do my boy Peter like that.

well im excruciatingly bored sometime so i think im going to try and put in boho braids or goddess braids in my hair i havent decided which ones i want yet though

hii! loved our conversation in the percabeth book!!! F4F?

Guys Mico realised two new songs on the the deluxe version of internet hometown hero I'm literally so happy

bro..................... wtaf  the story i just read messed up my brain for life but the thing is it was under the percabeth tag but lemme do a breif explanation of what happened in this book 
          its an instagram
          so basically percy and annabeth were dating and percy proposed and they were engaged then percy gets a modeling carrer and theres another girl in it and then percy just goes off of insta for 3weeks annabeth gets mad so  annabeth cheats on percy 3 weeks after he leaves and her and luke secretly date for 2 months well percys making money so she canl ive back home annbeth posts about her and lukes relationship percy and annabeth breaks up hes single for 6 months the other girl percys working  with likes him and  hes single for 6 months and then starts dating the girl he was working with her name is nina and shes actually so sweet but luke and annabeth turn into the wors case of bitvhiness there ever was  and then theres a lot of accounts hating on Nina and being a complete bitch to her and calling her stuff like $!ut and Who*e when shes actually the sweetest thing ever then luke and annabeth break up and luke hits on Nina and Percy gets mad at Luke  and Luke leaves her alone then percy go back home to visit their old friends and cheats on Nina with annabeth the day after that happens Nina dad dies of cancer and shes in a really bad place and Percy and Annie get back toghether and annie continues to be anniebitch to Nina who dosent deserve it and the book ends with Ninas best friend reecse going after everybody on social media being a bitch to Nina and she goes after Annabeth who is being a bitch ti Nina and goes off at them in the caption of a post with the picture being Nina surviving a suicide attempt......................................................................................................................................... I have no fucking words