bruh.

My body has officially given up on me. I sat down at around 11pm to do some reading before cleaning my room. Keep in mind that I am only about 50 pages into this 450 page book. So I'm just sitting there suddenly on the last fucking page of the book. Turns out my dumbass somehow managed to read 400+ pages in less than 3 hours. What the fuck. I am going to ho pass out and never wake up again. I think I am delirious.

bruh. I just got a minor surgery done and shit that I was worried about, ngl, but I found comfort in the fact that I would be numbed. well, that worked great for me because the FREAKING NUMBING SHOTS DIDNT DO ANYTHING, SO I FELT EVERYTHING THAT WAS DONE TO ME AND WHEN I SAY IT WAS HELL, I MEAN IT. worst pain I have ever felt. anywho, that's all.

I am a female living in America. Today I lost the right to my body. Today, men in power decided our fate without ever knowing what we go through. Today, I am terrified.

Im sorry, but the similarities between Tamlin from acotar and Ryle from It Ends With Us are endless. Like my mind can't stop comparing them.

I just finished It Ends With Us
          
          I may or may not have finished it in 4 hours
          
          And i aM nOt oKaY

PLEASE READ
          
          I have a platform. I know it is small. But you can be sure as hell I am going to use it.
          
          I mean. I grew up with school shootings. And each one that happens just makes me feel less and less. But this one? This one fucking hurt. Who the hell gets to decide who lives and dies? No one should ever have that power. Not the government, not the people, and certainly not some psychopath with a gun. We have let people have too much power since the start. And look where it got us. Children. I mean children. Kids who haven't seen the world. Kids who never got the chance to see true life and beauty. Kids who will never get that chance because someone got to decide that their life wasn't worth it. Children were killed in cold blood. And everyone except the government is left to pick up the pieces of a broken society. The government keeps failing us and everyone ignores it. If they actually gave a single shit mental health help would be provided. Aid would be given to families with injured children. Donations. Anything. But all the government ever does is say some bullshit speech that their advisor told them to write and they move on with their day. Because they are never affected. They dont live in this fear. They couldn't care less about those kids. And that. Has. To. Change. 
          
          Either the government has to do something or istg the people will and it won't end well.
          
          Please spread the word. This isn't something to be overlooked. 19 innocent children were killed today. Those kids will never go home to a family ever again. And every other child in that school is no longer a kid because they were forced to grow up. Nineteen. If we don't do something now, where do we draw the line?
          
          I refuse to support a government who doesn't give a shit about its people. I refuse to watch more innocent lives lost. I refuse.

I need, like actually need you guys to stream Harry's House. You won't be disappointed. It is the most beautiful thing literally ever.

IM CRYING, IT'S SO GOOD

BRUH AS IT WAS BY HARRY STYLES IS OUT IN LESS THAN A DAY, IM ABOUT TO COLLAPSE

MY LIFE IS OFFICIALLY COMPLETE, HS3, HARRY'S HOUSE, IS COMING OUT IN LESS THAN TWO MONTHS EEEEEEKKKKKKK