imnotactuallyhere69

good day, fellow midgardians ✨
          	
          	it’s 2:47 am and i’m lowkey having an identity crisis *crying emoji*. i’m sorry yall but i think imma delete this account. idk, i just feel so weird about it lately… it started to feel like a job, like something i HAD to do. even when i tried to take a break, i was still stressing about not updating and it just… wasn’t fun anymore.
          	
          	i’ll still be around supporting writers and reading yall’s stuff, just not posting anymore. i’ll most likely end up deleting all my work too.
          	
          	also i kinda got the ick from writing fiction about a real person *skull emoji* idk why but it suddenly feels uncomfortable now. maybe i finally matured or smth (as if).
          	
          	i MIGHT come back later this year to drop some stuff about fictional characters if i feel like it, but i can’t promise anything. just depends on where my head’s at.
          	
          	thanks to everyone who supported me though, it really means a lot <3
          	
          	and sorry if this whole msg looks like it was typed by a sleep-deprived teenager (it was) with zero grammar skills (i swear im good at english) *crying emoji* i’m just not feeling like myself rn and i honestly can’t be bothered to sound proper
          	
          	
          	hope you’re all doing okay. take care <3

imnotactuallyhere69

good day, fellow midgardians ✨
          
          it’s 2:47 am and i’m lowkey having an identity crisis *crying emoji*. i’m sorry yall but i think imma delete this account. idk, i just feel so weird about it lately… it started to feel like a job, like something i HAD to do. even when i tried to take a break, i was still stressing about not updating and it just… wasn’t fun anymore.
          
          i’ll still be around supporting writers and reading yall’s stuff, just not posting anymore. i’ll most likely end up deleting all my work too.
          
          also i kinda got the ick from writing fiction about a real person *skull emoji* idk why but it suddenly feels uncomfortable now. maybe i finally matured or smth (as if).
          
          i MIGHT come back later this year to drop some stuff about fictional characters if i feel like it, but i can’t promise anything. just depends on where my head’s at.
          
          thanks to everyone who supported me though, it really means a lot <3
          
          and sorry if this whole msg looks like it was typed by a sleep-deprived teenager (it was) with zero grammar skills (i swear im good at english) *crying emoji* i’m just not feeling like myself rn and i honestly can’t be bothered to sound proper
          
          
          hope you’re all doing okay. take care <3

imnotactuallyhere69

Hello, lovely people.
          
          There’s something I feel I should address. I’ve received quite a few messages—some kinder than others—criticizing my work not for its content, but for the mistaken belief that it’s written by AI. That simply isn’t true.
          
          It’s disheartening, honestly. I pour so much of my free time and care into these stories. I try to write with proper grammar because I genuinely love the English language. I’ve always used semicolons and em dashes in my writings, even before sharing my work with others.
          
          To be accused of not having written my own work just because of that… hurt.
          
          I just wanted to clear that up :)
          
          Also—exciting news! A new chapter of Saving the Starlet is up now. Hope you enjoy!
          
          Wishing you a wonderful rest of your week <3
          
                                             - Zoth

imnotactuallyhere69

@CamLawCrawl so grateful for this. thank you :))
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CamLawCrawl

I’m sorry you’re getting so many messages about the ai stuff, your work is beautiful and I don’t see any hints of ai being used at all! keep on writing, don’t let the comments get to you xx  
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jw0507

@imnotactuallyhere69  we do indeed (and thank you for the lovely compliment, I'm truly flattered).  <3
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imnotactuallyhere69

Hello, fellow mortals. It’s been a minute.
          Just a little life update, because I’ve decided (as of today) to use this app as a bit of a diary for the bigger moments in my life (not important, u don’t have to read it ā˜ŗļø )
          
          Since my last post, I’ve:
                - adopted another bunny (her name’s Lolita/Lola)
                - created an original comic
                - started writing my Ā« real Ā» fantasy book
                - earned my B2 certificate in French
                - and converted from Christianity to Paganism
          
          So yeah, it’s been a busy couple of months.
          Hope you’re all doing okay!
          Also, I just posted the first chapter of my new story if you’re interested…

imnotactuallyhere69

I also can’t resist giving a recommendation to read Camus’ works. He’s the person who inspired me to learn French and dive deeper into philosophy.
          
          Right now, I’m also working on a school assignment — a comic based on his book ā€œL’Étrangerā€. That’s another reason I haven’t had much time for my own stories lately.
          
                                              - Zoth <3
          

imnotactuallyhere69

Hello, lovely people,
          I’m beyond excited — my motivation to write has finally returned home! In case you were wondering, I owe it all to Orwell’s essay ā€œWhy I Write.ā€ I absolutely adore that brilliant human being. If you haven’t already, I highly recommend checking out his work!
          
          That said, even though my motivation is back, my professors have decided to bury me under homework and exams. So, unfortunately, I don’t have much time for the things I truly want to do.
          
          I hope you’ll have the patience to wait for me, and that you’re all in good health and happiness.
          

imnotactuallyhere69

@Jennygr15 that truly means so much to me, thanks!!
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Jennygr15

Yay - love your writing xxx
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imnotactuallyhere69

My fellow midgardians, I apologise for my sudden disappearance… I’ve got twelve books planned, but my motivation packed its bags and left for a vacation without me. Rude, right? Hopefully, it decides to return soon so I can actually start writing again.
          
          

CamLawCrawl

I’ll be here! take your time to relax and think things over! ā¤ļøā¤ļø
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imnotactuallyhere69

Hello, fellow mortals :)
          
          
          I’m taking a short break from writing to focus more on my studies and travels. But fear not! I’m wrapping up the second part of ā€˜Dancing With Love’ and another story, ā€˜Saving Starlet’. I’ve also started jotting down ideas for a fanfic inspired by Shakespeare’s ā€˜Much Ado About Nothing’—because Mr. Hiddleston (feels so weird calling him Tom when I don’t even know him *crying emoji*) is currently portraying Benedick on stage! 
          
          Hope y’all are doing well, happy and healthy :)  Take care of yourselves and don’t forget to enjoy the little things!
          
          
          - Zoth <33

imnotactuallyhere69

Hi everyone!
          
          Apologies for not updating the story—l've been struggling with a bit of writer's block lately. I'm hoping inspiration strikes soon so I can share more with you all.
          Thanks for your patience!
          
                   :)

Jennygr15

Love all your stories xxx
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imnotactuallyhere69

Happy Christmas to everyone celebrating! Hope you all have a lovely holiday season ā¤ļø
          
          I’ll be posting a   
                              • • • Christmas special • • • 
          throughout today and tomorrow—a short Loki fanfic, all fun and fluff, no drama! 
                                                        :)

TheVampireWife

Happy Christmas! Can’t wait to read the story! ā­ļø
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imnotactuallyhere69

That’s so sweet of you! It would mean a lot if you could read either ā€˜Bound by Chaos’ or ā€˜Angel?’. Whichever one you feel like diving into—I’d love to hear what you think! ā­ļøā­ļø
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