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Hellooo this is Ameliaa2943 except wattpad logged me out and wouldn't let me back in so I made a new account!!<3

in 2025, let's all embrace change.
          i know we all have the power to manifest what we want. let's embrace ourselves and work for ourselves, not to please society. let's recognize our flaws and work to overcome them. let's cry ourselves to sleep and wake up rejuvenated. let's spend little money but hours on skincare. let's exercise to feel healthy, not to fit societal standards. let's look up to our idols and only take inspiration from them, not ruin ourselves over trying to be them. 
          let's accept ourselves, and let's embrace change. 
          
          happy new year, everyone <3

my RAILWAY theory:
          
          at the start of the mv, we see black-chan (wearing all black). he's being violent, he's fighting, probably eating human flesh, etc. cool stuff. he's lowkey kinda hot but that's also irrelevant to the theory. he's basically just being really violent. 
          but then! 
          we see white-chan near the end of the mv (in all white), and he pushed black-chan down into the ground (literally), and fights him (and wins). 
          
          my theory is that black-chan is irl-chan's emotions. remember the concert where chan broke down and said he would protect the staff, the members, the fans, aka everyone? and remember how he's always been open about how he would do anything to protect those he loves??
          i think black-chan is that side of him; the side that will go to extremes (including murder) to protect those he loves. it's his inner emotions. 
          meanwhile, white-chan is his rationale: the part that says 'bro stfu and sit down, murder will get you in jail'. white-chan beats black-chan bcs his rationale prevents him from doing anything drastic. 
          (you could also interpret this as white-chan being idol-chan, and how him being an idol prevents him from going to drastic measures for his family/friends bcs it would ruin his idol image). 
          
          now the interesting part of this theory is that at the end of mv, we see white-chan getting up from his chair, but then he puts on a black coat. he's no longer just white-chan; he's both. also: if you've noticed, black-chan and white-chan have their 'fake' eyes in opposite eyes; you need both of them for him to have 2 normal eyes. 
          i think this is his way of saying: "i'm a mix of my internal emotions and my rationale". he can be both, and though his rationale will maintain control of his emotions and prevent them from going too far, he will ALWAYS have both. 
          
          thanks for listening to my (confusing) ted talk hehe

i saw ur squid game announcement and i fear i was spoiled but its okay ily!!!

lowkey might be in my ryujin era (i dont think im straight atp)

have any of you guys watched squid game s2? as an s1 hardcore fan, s2 was HORRIBLE bro. like you CAN NOT convince me otherwise. maybe i'm being biased bcs kang saebyeok wasn't there, but like... there was no plot and it was all just setting up for s3. this season was absolutely trash and it hurts my soul bcs i waited a long 2 years for this. 
          
          park sunghoon and jo yuri really killed their roles tho imo. all the actors were honestly phenomenal. like, they lowkey carried the show so hard.

call me crazy, but chan's solo mv isn't about sex, gore, vampires, or anything like that. it's about his emotions (that are NOT freaky).

bluesung?? black-haired lix?? buzz cut hyun?? lino chest?? 
          
          what the FUCK just happened in stayville. this was NOT the christmas present i was expecting.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!! and for those who don't celebrate it, happy holidays! :D
          
          i hope you guys eat lots of yummy food and spend time with your family + friends (and, if you got some, enjoy your presents). 
          
          here are my presents to you, my babies!! 
          
          xoxo <3
          
          SECOND CHANCE: https://www.wattpad.com/1477987782-%E2%9C%8E-second-chance-hwang-hyunjin-15
          
          FORBIDDEN: https://www.wattpad.com/1467872388-%E2%9C%8E-forbidden-lee-minho-03-the-curiousity

jagiya, where have you been? it's been ten days :sobbing: