hi, i know not many people will probably read this, maybe not any, but i need to get everything outā¦
this morning i woke up and i opened my phone, and you can guess what i saw. it still feels like a bad dream and i just want to wake up.
i cried the entire fcking morning, nonstop. i calmed down after a bit, but i still cried throughout the whole day, stopping then starting again, as iām sure many of you did too
iāve never experienced heartbreak before, but thisā¦this feels like it. iām so empty, too. i canāt do anything, i donāt want to eat, study, or anything really.
i have only been an engene for a little more than a year. a fcking year. i cant believe the sun vanish was the last ot7 comebackā¦i canāt handle it
i want engenes to know that i normally would completely support something like this, even if i feel broken by it. but this time, i donāt think that heeseung wanted this. i agree with engenes who say that he was forced to leave, and before you say anything please hear us out.
heeseung is the last person i would ever expect to leave ENHYPEN. he literally vowed never to leave. if he was changing his mind, we would have seen signs.
Not just that, but the way he talked about the company suggesting that he leave felt like it wasnāt his choice. i do think he probably wanted to pursue a solo career, but other groupās members can do that without leaving the group.
There is a petition to bring heeseung back, Iāll post it here if anyone wants to sign.
please cry with me, i have no engene friends, so all my friends donāt understand why iām crying so muchā¦
no matter what, ENHYPEN will always be seven in my heart. We love heeseung, and as much as i hope the company will do the right thing for once and bring him back, i doubt they will, but i will always support ENHYPEN and heeseung too
Love all of you :)
