theyspian
Hey.... checking in... are you okay? Need anything? You can always pm me
imnothingokay
imnothingokay
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Why dont they fucking understand? Dont they see what they're doing... it hurts. I miss the talking... but they're too busy for me now. The one thing that I was living for doesn't need me anymore..what should I do without them..
imnothingokay
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IT HURTS... it fucking hurts. I want it gone. It needs to leave but I feel better when it's stays.. Why won't they stay..
imnothingokay
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Yay, my fucking abandonment issues are THRIVING AGAIN THEY DONT UNDERSTAND WHY!
imnothingokay
Who could ever love a monster like me..
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Fuck it.
Im either going
1) die
2) nearly die
3) go to a mental hospital
Or
4) not do any of that and go insane
Y'all choose
e-eggy
@imnothingokay 3 from your last post down there it seems like you're already thinking about going to one so I think that would be your best bet
imnothingokay
Do you ever just stop loving no matter how much you want to. Like I love this thing or I used to at least.. Nothings changed... I just got worse is all... And it's not getting any better.. I should probably be supervised or at a mental hospital.. I think I'll ask if I should. Or maybe I'll end up there anyway....
e-eggy
@imnothingokay I'm sure you'll love something eventually, you might not realize it but it's gonna happen plus trust me, it gets better. Sure it can take a lot of time but it does happen
imnothingokay
I lowkey wanna do the not live thing
imnothingokay
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Would anyone notice if I'm just fucking gone? Cause that sounds like a nice fucking option right now. But then again I dont have the energy to do anything big
imnothingokay
Today my ass got more depressed so dont expect me to talk to ANYONE for a few days