Deadead

OH MY FUCKING GOD I MISS MY EX

I think I have some serious problems, but anyway, we're chavos

I want to kill myself but like I want to do a lot of things yk, like having my own restaurant, going out with my friends after school, idk, I want to do a lot of things but at the same time I don't want to do anything

I loved her so fucking much, what happened with all our plans together? I really miss her. My friends tell me to move on but I just can't, I refuse to delete her photos on my gallery, I refuse to forget about her. I just want her back, at least as a friend...

Uh, we broke up a few days ago, I'm not sure how I feel rg

I'm scared, I think she's going to break up with me

she's so fucking pretty and beautiful and I love her so muchhh. I wish she would just treat me like her servant or something like that, I would love any way she treats me idc

I know I can't give you a gift today, on your birthday, but I promise that I will give you all the gifts you deserve when I get a job, for now, all I can give you is my heart, which you will always have. (happy birthday to my gf)

I'm so done with everyone and everything

And I don't want the world to see me, 'cause I don't think that they'd  understand.