@Cute_bokuto_simp oh yes thank you I'm alright :) I wrote those books when I was a lot younger like 11-13 and my mental health has gotten so much better than it was at that age. of course, I still struggle with being mentally ill but I dont have thoughts about hurting or unaliving myself. thank you so much for worrying about me though because people only ever read the books but they barely ever actually make sure that me, the author, is alright so I appreciate it xxx