Hello! I'm Vivi with an important reminder for you!
I'm not you, I can't understand what you're going through, but I do know this. Even if you don't think so, there are people who care about you. You're loved and cared about! It might not seem like it, but things do get better. It will take time, and some guidance from you and possibly others, but it will. You are worth it. You are perfect because you're you.
Stay safe, and remember that, okay?