imouterspace0
In Easter 2023 my life changed , I remember praying and becoming so emotion ,crying so hard and giving my life to Jesus.Ever since then I’ve never been happier ,I’ve seen miracles that I though were impossible,I’ve learned to get more closer and take the life with Jesus more seriously.
However when I listened to kpop I felt not god ,I felt like all my prayers have gone to waste.I noticed how obsessed I was with these artists how much I sacrificed ,I didn’t sacrifice my money but time ,time that I could’ve spent with god ,and sleep etc.
I always tried to convince myself “But mark Lee himself is Christian” or “But they don’t write the lyrics”Yes that’s true but they are being controlled by their company,they don’t have control over themselves especially the minor kpop artist even as a trainee you don’t have freedom.The industry is wicked and disgusting,the lyrics of some songs are lustful and demonic,I’m happy that god gave me discernment to see this ,and I can see that most of those artists are not happy ,they are depressed,have anxiety,they have eating disorders and so on and so on.
Freedom can be found in Jesus
If you’re struggling in life call Jesus Christ and you’ll get an answer,seek and you’ll find ,ask and you shall receive.Love him and he’ll love you.
I pray for those artists that they get a chance to repent and I pray for all of you to get a chance to get to know Jesus.I’m not forcing you to come to Christianity,It is up to you.Jesus gave us free will,it’s either you live for the world or for Jesus.
I will delete my fanfic about sungchan and Shotaro because it is disrespectful towards them and I’m sorry and I feel ashamed for writing this ff (THIS IS NOT OKAY) that I wrote stuff like this may god forgive me.I can’t let this online because I can’t support this concept and all.
imouterspace0
@iheartsungie that is how I have to be.I’m so happy that you have found your happiness through the boys ,I saw your past announcements that made me concerned but knowing that you found your happiness is what makes me happy and I want to give you a big thank you for also sharing your opinion on this.It is better to talk stuff like this out in peace rather than spreading hate and I read your announcement and it is really true how you said this.I am a sinner too but I still spoke up to this topic so you have the same right to say this.If somebody ever tells you “you can’t speak on this topic you are a sinner” then what are they?Everyone sinned,Jesus was chilling with guys that called themselves sinners yet he still loves them,so it is my job and responsibility to take Jesus as my role model and love everyone and respect everyone which means that I can’t hate these idols I still love them at the end of the day they’re humans too.
iheartsungie
@imouterspace0 ,, bro you literally are more respectful than any other religious person out there
imouterspace0
@iheartsungie You don’t sound obsessed when you say that they helped you during your lowest moments because sometimes god sends us people/situations that can help us out of the darkness and that we can learn from them you know. I wouldn’t say that I turned completely religious,I just built up a relationship with god and if he tells me to stop listening to kpop forever then I will stop if he tells me it is okay to listen to nct but not to other groups then I will listen to nct—Whatever he tells me I will do. This announcement that I posted yesterday was just for my readers that read my sungtaro fanfic,I felt like disrespecting them for writing an ff about them being together even though that I wrote a fanFICTION it didn’t feel right to me. I’m still happy that Shotaro and sungchan get to debut ,I heard about Taeil’s incident which I really felt sad for and I saw clips from their concert and they look happy ,nct will always stay a part of my life but my relationship with god just became my number one priority. And I’m really really sorry again for making this sound rude and I’m sorry if I offended anyone out here.(2)
