imperfectchameleon

Bir rüya gördüm bana çokca kızgın olduğun

Artık ilk tercihi değilim.

I gotta step into the daylight and let you go,just let you go

baktığın tüm aynaları kaldırabilsem keske, çünkü kendini benim gözümden görmüyorsun☄️

İnanmayana değil,inanamayana agnostik denir

What a shame she went mad

Who am i to wanna try?

          
          I sit and watch you reading with your head low
          I wake and watch you breathing with your eyes closed
          I sit and watch you
          I notice everything you do or don't do
          You're so much older and wiser, and I
          I wait by the door like I'm just a kid
          Use my best colors for your portrait
          Lay the table with the fancy shit
          And watch you tolerate it
          If it's all in my head, tell me now
          Tell me I've got it wrong somehow
          I know my love should be celebrated
          But you tolerate it
          I greet you with a battle hero's welcome
          I take your indiscretions all in good fun
          I sit and listеn, I polish plates until they gleam and glistеn
          You're so much older and wiser and I
          I wait by the door like I'm just a kid
          Use my best colors for your portrait
          Lay the table with the fancy shit
          And watch you tolerate it
          If it's all in my head, tell me now
          Tell me I've got it wrong somehow
          I know my love should be celebrated
          But you tolerate it
          While you were out building other worlds, where was I?
          Where's that man who'd throw blankets over my barbed wire?
          I made you my temple, my mural, my sky
          Now I'm begging for footnotes in the story of your life
          Drawing hearts in the byline
          Always taking up too much space or time
          You assume I'm fine, but what would you do if I
          Break free and leave us in ruins
          Took this dagger in me and removed it
          Gain the weight of you, then lose it
          Believe me, I could do it
          If it's all in my head, tell me now
          Tell me I've got it wrong somehow
          I know my love should be celebrated
          But you tolerate it
          
          I sit and watch you
          
          

Toplumsal duyarlılıklarım olsaydı sever miydin beni?
          

I remember the first time we met