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My 'friend' called me a whore and was talking shit about me, to my brother while I sitting nearby. This was two days ago. I was wearing a reindeer onesie and he was saying that if I was straight, I would go around asking every guy if I could suck their... well you know what.
          	My other 'friend' used me from day one, took advantage of my emotions and then did something she knew would upset me, in front of me, with someone I had been angry at for 2 weeks straight(which she knew). I only realized she had been using me, a couple weeks ago. But, I was being taken advantage of for two whole years.
          	Back in elementary school, I had a 'friend' who physically abused me. She would hit me and drag me places by the ear(which hurts like hell by the way). I was in 3rd(&4th) grade and had no idea that being beaten by your friends wasn't normal, much less that it wasn't okay. 
          	I had a 'friend' who bullied me throughout our friendship. Then one day, told everyone that I was suicidal. In fifth grade. I barely knew what suicide was, much less thought about commiting it.
          	I had a 'friend' who threatened to hurt me, at least twice a day. A friend who put me down about everything. She is one of the reasons I am so insecure now. Before her, I didn't care what anyone thought about me.
          	
          	I could go on, but the point is, be careful who you are friends with. Be careful who you give power to in your life. These people ruined me and I put up with it for way too long. Please, if you are in a toxic relationship, get out as quick as you can. I know it's hard and I know(depending on the circumstances) it can be scary, but if you can safely get out, do it. If you are scared for your physical safety, please get help.  
          	
          	DATING ABUSE HOTLINE:
          	Hotline: 1 (866) 331 – 9474
          	Text: 22522
          	
          	CHILD ABUSE HOTLINE:
          	Hotline: 1 (800) 422 – 4453
          	
          	SUICIDE PREVENTION HOTLINE:
          	Hotline: 1-800-273-8255
          	
          	SEXUAL ASSAULT HOTLINE:
          	Hotline: 1 (800) 656-4673
          	
          	Please take care of yourselves, loves. YOU SHOULD BE YOUR FIRST PRIORITY!