boi it's sarah

heyyyyy 

Hi. It's been a while. It's been a long time since I've been on and I apologize. I've just been overwhelmed by the everyday life I've been trying to manage. So please forgive me for not being on here as much. I'll try to get on here more. Love you all,  and thanks.

I've been so busy lately. Everyone's been sick in my family and I've been taking care of them, school is just ugh, friendship drama, new puppy (which is lovely), but everything else is just not that great. But it's alright; I'll make it through. Anyway, I'm sorry I haven't been on here in forever. It's just been a difficult time. Forgive me. 
          -Sarah (tired trash)

QUESTION: 
          Should I change my username? Or do you guys like the classic "imsarahthetimelord" because I'm not really sure as my account has nothing to do with doctor who which it should but it doesn't so?? idk.

I've been noticing how much some people have been checking out my books and it is everything to me thank you so so very much :)))

Song recommendation: 
          I Need U (BTS) 
          
          I cri so much ugh 
          
          (only if you into Kpop tho)
          (or if you just curious)
          bye 
          -Sarah (bts trash)

hey boi go read perfect its a sad love story book kay bye :) 
          -Sarah (please read please trash)

Gosh, what am I doing wrong? I try to dedicate myself to this website, and my writing, and having confidence in it, but it just all crumbles. I'm busy in my life, I'm transitioning from one place emotionally to another, and I feel like I'm just alone in the world and it just... ugh drives me crazy. So I'm sorry I've been a flop, I'm sorry I've been absent, I've sorry I haven't been the best person you can go to because I'm never online, and I swear I try to be. Why do I just get so caught up in the motions? Why do I always make my self-esteem go high or low because of people? Why can't I do something right? I'm not sure what I'm doing with my life, or what I should do. I'm just living, trying to make the best of it, because that's all I really can do. I just hope I'll become a better writer and friend to all of you, because you mean everything to me, this, means everything to me, and I'm trying so hard not to let you down. I think about you guys on here all day and wish I had the time to get on, but I don't, and I'm trying, and I'll try to be here everyday. I love you, thanks for putting up with me.
          
          I'm sorry for me. 
          
          -Sarah :) (trying to stay positive trash)

hey srry but ill be reading the chapters i didnt read yet cuz i was a bit, busy... :)

you are actual Dan and Phil trash