Today is my birthday,well in 3 hours it finishes,but i cant help but feel this imense feeling of absolute loneliness.Not only did only two of my friends(not irl but online) tell me happy bday,but my whole family shamed and judged me for my every move.My best friend,of over a decade,ignored me and even got mad at me after i told her i have guests over.Meanwhile,for her birthday,i made a suprise party and spent my whole allowance on her birthday present.I am very gratefull for my online friends who even though we have shitty timezones,they remembered and sent me a simple but,to me,very meaningfull text.
