HANAWARRIOR
Hello there
imtaeshookz
HANAWARRIOR
U still here o.O
HANAWARRIOR
Heaven... pls come back
imtaeshookz
Oh my goodness hi Angel!!! I’ve missed you :(( I don’t have discord btw and I’ve not been on Wattpad much smh. How’ve you been bunny??❤️
HANAWARRIOR
Heaven are you on discord ?
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I'll work on my illustrative book overnight it's 11:17 PM. I got to eat the dinner that i cooked xd i fell asleep earlier. Didn't get anything done through the day i got to fix that. If any shit happens to me imma come cry over here ^^
HANAWARRIOR
I know you since 2017 ପ(๑•ᴗ•๑)ଓ ♡
2021 minus 2017 equals to 4 years. 2021 is ending soon so then it'll be 5 years.
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imtaeshookz
Hi precious bun I’ve mine that I’ve known for almost 5 YEARS!!! Wow that’s acc crazy, let’s be friends and love each other for a further 5 years, and then another..and another… ✨❤️✨❤️
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I'll tell you a fun story about me which relates to your book Tattoos.
When i first got in high school i was 12. I didn't know anybody really. I had met a girl and her mom which i facially recognised them. But she wasn't in my class. I met another girl who was left handed. It caused me a lot of trouble to adjust at the table since i was a right handed. Time passed. Everyone got familiar with each other. I didn't particularly had any best friend. I was friends with everybody, more like it's my nature to just greet everyone. Even if i don't know them. But something was off. It took me a while to notice that i was bullied. A girl i won't mention her full name but it went around Rabi. So she was sitting behind me, i had a habit of hanging my bag to the back of my chair and i was used to working and i'd hear my bag getting kicked or that my chair would move due to the impact. I didn't get me, i'm typically calm so i didn't get mad or anything i just cleaned my bag with my hands and switched its place to my left side. At some point she stopped but then she started hanging in between my best friend and i a lot. Would pick on me. I forgot what else she did it was so much on me that i cracked at some point. I cried at my parents house not knowing what i ever did to her. I even took it out on myself and cut my whole arm. I have a rough self harm past i started at 10 so the year i was bullied i was 12. I forgot if it was 12 or at 13 i sarted thinking of any ways to confront her. I have this thing idk like if you have any problem with me say it in my face. So i spend a longggg time lol i like a whole day or two figuring out what to do. Then i had an idea. I felt sort of stupid though wondering if it'd even work. I had music class that day and she was in my class obviously.
HANAWARRIOR
@imtaeshookz haha interesting i know right, it's like i lived a movie life in a way. Well it's not the only thing that happened to me other people went wayyyy further to get my attention. I believe that it didn't look like she wanted to be friends but it was so odd like i went crazy trying to understand why she hated? me i guess this much and i couldn't find any answer. Sometimes it's not about being the bigger person you know it's more of a natural empathy you have inside you. And bullying isn't great like books sometimes romantise this i mean it should teach people how to get through that. And look even years later i still remember this so bullying does scar you i'm glad i wasn't injured physically. But i did take it on myself through self harm so its pretty much a natural response. I think books should try stop people from self harming. Sometimes we just don't know a healthy way to release pressure. But yeah it's a fun story to recall. And you know when u do smh good for someone, they eventually pass the good to another person. ❤️❤️
imtaeshookz
Wow this was genuinely so interesting to read, I can’t believe something like this happened to you, YOURE LITERALLY ONE OF THE SWEETEST PEOPLE I KNOW, I feel like her way of expressing wanting to be friends with you was THAT which is still so twisted but I’m glad it all worked out in the end, even though there are many other positive ways to let someone know you wanna be friends with them *sigh* personally I’ve never experienced bullying, so I can’t imagine what that must’ve been like but you were the bigger person and that’s so amazing ❤️❤️ my bun bun is the best❤️❤️
HANAWARRIOR
@imtaeshookz She responded with a : Yeah i was a real bitch xd. Actually if im not wrong there was other people in class before that.. they were revealing who they hated in class when they first got in high school or smh xd and everyone said her but because of other reason and mine was different since i was the only one who got bullied lol. She even gave a necklace and birthday card for my little sibling. And would share cakes if i clearly remember. The last time i saw her was outside of school where it was a public out night, lights around the city and she was buying waffles. We greeted each other real quick and she showed me where the waffles were being sold AND that's how my bully became my best friend.
HANAWARRIOR
So when you gonna update xd
HANAWARRIOR
@imtaeshookz All the best in your exams !! ❤️ You can allocate a 1 hour or half an hour writing time when you wake up. Just get something, a line, a phrase, a paragraph written through the day. It'll eventually compile up. I too am in the process of assignments xd i had a 50 pages illustrative book to make, got a group exam on the 20th of december, got a website to make for an NGO and a mobile application... plus for those projects there's its written theory/photographic research...reports to write... all of this for the first week of February.. I really have to push myself beyond breaking point. Doing a degree is though and i need to get a job too. This household is too abusive and since covid, everything just compel me to move out.
imtaeshookz
Ahhh…. Good question, the sticky thing is that I’m currently in an exam period till the 18th of dec, just back to front exams and assignments, plus I work during my free days so it’s been hard to find time where I can sit down and write, like I’ve always said I write tattoos on the spot, so I really do need to just sit down and focus on it to acc update, so hopefully after my last exam I can do that because I seriously wanna update it, but unfortunately my other priories are eating up any opportunities
HANAWARRIOR
i hate myself so much
HANAWARRIOR
@imtaeshookz I just found his message on google chat saying heyy. I don't know what i'm supposed to feel or do. At this point i'm scared. I saw 1 message he sent which went into spam cuz i blocked him. I really don't want to get hurt, i cry enough.
HANAWARRIOR
im so dumb