imthe_cum_thatwon

OMG YALL I GOT MY OLD PFP BACK OMGGG

imthe_cum_thatwon

Y'ALL I CONFESSED TO MY FRIENDS AND SHE SAID THAT IT WILL TAKE TIME FOR HER TO PROCESS WHAT I JUST SAID making me nervous ngl but I think I made things worse since she's going through a lot rn but I didn't ask her out or anything I just asked if she still wants to be friends

imthe_cum_thatwon

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MY WORST FEAR HAS JUST HELP ON THE DAY MY BDAY IS BEIN CELEBRATED I JUST BURST OUR CRYING IN FRONT OF EVERYONE FOR NO REASON AND MY FUCKING DAD MADE IT WORSE BY LAUGHING AT ME

imthe_cum_thatwon

@imthe_cum_thatwon thank you
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albequerquetheturkey

@imthe_cum_thatwon happy (belated) birthday <3
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MaryBerries3

@imthe_cum_thatwon I would laugh too
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imthe_cum_thatwon

Guys I'm literally having such a bad day since my grandma says I can't do stuff my way and she keeps comparing me to my aunt saying to be like her because she's a  hardworking person and she's got a scholarship and is now a business woman even tho I don't want to be a business woman even my mom makes me read books about work even tho I don't understand a thing she says that when I grow up I will take over the company she's making it sound like the company is like number 1 even tho it's not even known for anything and she gets mad at me for everything like when I trip over a pillow she got mad at me and called me useless and said that my brother is better. And my grandma said I should be successful cause my brother is autistic and can't do much stuff LIKE I DON'T WANT TO DO EVERYTHING I I'M STILL A TEN YEAR OLD WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME DO STUFF THAT I CAN'T UNDERSTAND THEY THINK THAT EVERYTHING THAT COMES OUT OF MY MOUTH IS A LIE LIKE THAT ONE TIME WE WERE AT THE GYM WATCHING BASKETBALL AND MY STOMACH STARTED HURTING THEY LITERALLY GOT SO MAD AT ME AND I COULDN'T GO HOME SINCE THEY THINK THAT I GOT BORED AND FAKED MY STOMACH HURTING.

albequerquetheturkey

@imthe_cum_thatwon i love you too. and i'm glad that you have someone who listened and understood you.
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imthe_cum_thatwon

@Sinothando_Zulu thank you so much for this and I have been trying what you said but I don't have the bravery to tell my parents that I don't wanna do business cause if I do I know they will make my anxiety worse than it is now I have talked to my dad's sister about this and she fully understands thank you so much and I love you so much
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albequerquetheturkey

@imthe_cum_thatwon oh my gosh. i'm literally so sorry that that's happening to you. i know it sucks when people compare you to others. no one deserves that. if you've tried talking to them and they haven't listened, try talking to someone you trust (doesn't have to be family). listen, you're still ten okay? you're a child with a future ahead of you. make your family know and understand that you don't wanna do business when you're older. make them understand that none of this makes you happy. study whatever you wanna study. as long as you're happy. you're not useless. you're far from it actually. i hope that one day, you'll be free from all the crap that goes on in your life. i hope you'll be happy and healthy:)
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imthe_cum_thatwon

Am I the jerk for doing something? So this one time I was with my grandma (fr my mom's side) she on the couch while watching a movie in the tv I on the other hand was on the opposite side of the couch on my phone playing cod and out of nowhere my leg starts going up and down this is a habit i do since it helps me cope with my social anxiety and stress (BTW I was 10 when this happened) I didn't even realize I was doing it and then out of nowhere granny decided to slap my leg and say "you  shouldn't do that only boys can do it and your a girl" now she said these to many time alike when I move I groan all the time since I just do but this was the last straw I wanted to shout at her but I  controlled my self from doing so. I got up from the couch and went to my room I spent time there wondering why she did that and it made me really pissed since she's told me this 5times that day saying about my hair is to short and I look like a boy and when we went to the mall and I bought my self some clothes (it was for boys I just took it since I liked the design) and then when we went to a restaurant she told me "don't become a tomboy ok? They are bad and ugly i mean were not gonna discriminate" I wanted to scream, shout, cry, and cuss but I couldn't I didn't want to cause a scene. So am I the jerk?

albequerquetheturkey

@imthe_cum_thatwon aw thank you so much. i hope the same for you:)
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imthe_cum_thatwon

@Sinothando_Zulu thank you so much for this this really made me better you are such an kind person and I hope the best for you I hope whatever you want good to happen in your life will happen
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albequerquetheturkey

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@imthe_cum_thatwon no you're not. a lot of people (even family) will sometimes talk shit about/to you. it's hard but you should try to not take those things to heart. you're amazing just the way you are. do whatever you have to do with your legs if it gives you even the tiniest bit of comfort. buy all the clothes you want and wear them with pride. do whatever hairstyle that makes you feel beautiful. you'll rock it, I know. 
            also, please don't hate yourself because of what others tell you. i think it's safe to say that 95% of the time, it's not even true. know yourself and your worth and i think you'll be okay:)
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