rip help
so like
seb right
i kinda got the ick
HES SHORTER THAN ME
and i kinda dumped him cause he yelled at me sometimes
and i
d o n t l i k e t h a t
anyway
luca, the guy that i used to hate
well i fell in love with him
that is not OK
I REPEAT
NOT OK
well anyway
i made out with him omfg
and yeah im actually really happy with that
but we've been dating for a month now
but the thing is
i dont think i want to be dating someone
yk
too much commitment and im like
kiiiinda stuck ngl
but i also love himm???
and seb, the guy i friendzoned
said to me
"you wish it was me"
and i think he's wrong ngl
but i wish it was no-one
but i also want to have my someone
yk
but in the mean time
i've been working on myself, and im happy
and people are being nice
and i cut off the bad ppl in my life
so theres that update
after like 2 months
but thanks for reading- if you did < 3
OH MY DAYS YA GIRL IS FUCKIN BACK
sososososoo
omg
omg
um
that guy seb
well he lasted a long time
um
so
so
he loves me
like in love
like
l o v e
omg
dying
eek
sooo yeah
and luca
is one of my bestfriends now
weird huh
soooo after maybe a week,
my ex got a new girl
damn
shes a pretty, blonde blue eyed popular girl
im so different to her
and guess what
they were together before i dumped him
i knew it and he lied
i cried myself to sleep but idgaf now tbh
he can go suck his own dick for all i care lmao
@imthefavchild yea he can bite that tiny dick off, if he wants to be in a relationship with some chick that's going to mess with him that's his fault cause he's a dumbass
OKOKOKOKOK GUESS WHAT
HE FUCKING LIKES ME
AHHHHH
well ok i dont know this forrrr sure but he gave me multiple valentines presents
so thats a sign
and damn hes been telling his brother and his dad abt me
he also bought me chocolate
AHHH
and he pick up lined me like damn
i have his number now
and he told me not to be jealous when some girl touched his hair
he also called me hot, funny, nice and rlly damn smart
ok im done w my rants now but i think i have a chanceeeee
eek
um, i like someone now
his names seb
longish hair, pale, freckles, shorter than me but not by a lot
and my friendgroup knows
so does his
so does our joint friendgroup
so does he
oops
well i cant talk to him bci feel like shit
buuuut
his friend, luca is tryna help me and we were on the bus and we were talking abt seb the whole time along w the girl he has a crush on
soooo
seb was TWO FRICKIN ROWS BEHIND
we just thought he had shit hearing but he heard E V E R Y T H I N G
Yeah so i was tryna not swear around him just to respect him and stuff but in that convo i swore so damn much im so screwed oops
but then
luca told FRICKIN SEBS BROTHER
OLDER BROTHER
im double screwed
lmao yeah, but the thing is, seb is a good kid, strict parents, only mouths swearing ad only swears to me so idk what luca is on abt tbh haha
but i rlly thought he liked me bc we were home ec partners and our personalitie match rlly wel. HE EVEN GAVE ME THE LOOK. like my hair was in a bun, mascara, no glasses and just messy and he was like shocked and waved and i was like ahhhhh a sign...
@imthefavchild WHAT IS LUCA DOING, and swearing can't hurt the relationship THAT much it's an everyday thing right? I hope for your sake he has feelings
AND THEN
I went to camp and i was chilling at dinner, and some random rllyyyyy hot guy asked me out
but he kinda just thought i was pretty and i rejected him lmfao