💫 ash 🍓

Okay, might go MIA for this next week or so, my mental health isn’t the best because I’ve been prioritizing school over myself and not focusing on my own needs and taking care of myself (exhibit a, not eating, like just forgetting to if I’m going to be honest, and a whole bunch of other things too). Obviously the whole thing with the boy and my friend happened and I’m still trying to not focus on what happened (which is hard because it happened just today and I never thought my friend would do that to me). So I’m going to take a step back from my phone to focus on myself and not drown myself out through a glowing screen. I love you all for supporting me through everything that’s happened previously, and being happy with me through my highs! This is just a notice, I may get on here once or twice, but I’m trying not to. <3

I GOT A BOYS NUMBERRRRR, HUZZES NUMBER ACTUALLY. 
          
          
          
          
          and I have failed to add on he hasn’t responded (I texted him at 1pm or 13.00 for some of you guys I believe (idk)
          
          And it was the most hilarious story! I finally told my friend who my crush was (thought she knew) and then 20 minutes later she’s walking me to class (of which huzz is in) and we start yapping to my teacher, I hug her goodbye 
          “goodbye, love you!”
          “Oh I’m not leaving yet.” 
          Walks up to huzz goes “hey, my friend wants your number could you write it down for me.” Whips a paper out of her butthole!! (Not literally lol) and all of this was going on as I was yapping to another friend of mine in the class. When I turn around, she’s walking out, and huzz is bright red as his friends tease him about a soon to be girlfriend. 
          
          Caught him staring at me the next class, and then collected his number from my friend during lunch!!
          
          And yes, I get to see and be in the same class as him for three hours in a row tomorrow! (Someone’s gonna have to hold my head straight so I actually look at my test/paper and not him!!)

Hey Siri, how do you ask for a boys number who you really like?

his number divided my number equals eight, this means we’re having eight kids (he has no idea I’m slowly going insane over him, he’s so adorable and he has dimples and I want to eat him he’s so sweet (I’ve said this information before lol)) 

anyways, I really like these two boys, but I haven’t seen one in two days and the other I’m slowly going berserk over lol (he’s so cute and funny and nerdy and handsome and amazing cute and fun and smart, did I mention cute? He’s like a puppy that I want to cuddle with and eat at the same time (I mean eat as in I could take a bite of him because he’s so sweet, I’m not a freak I swear)) 

So like, me and this kid ghosted each other a couple weeks ago, it just wasn’t working out, and I just texted him. Lowkey cooked, but that’s okay, summer is in a week 

Happy late birthday to me Sabrina and Yuki (it’s been four days ✌)

Also new themeeeee (lwk went back to an old pfp..)

I miss the Miss Possessive world tour :(

WAIT OMG, LAST WEEK I HIT MY 1 YEAR! 
          
          It seems like I figured out what F1 was, but it’s been a year! I’m still pretty new, but this sport has saved me mentally, I’ve never felt this much happiness in anything before and can’t wait to continue to love and figure more about the sport out! (Lil embarrassing but how I figured out was by finding a random fanfic about Charles (…) and not using Google till after I finished reading, just to figure out that F1 is a real thing! But I immediately fell in love with the sport and can proudly call myself a fan of the sport and not just someone who crushes on the drivers, like, yes, they’re hot, but my mans is the one for me <3). 
          
          I would also like to say that finding the drivers hot isn’t shameful lol, my Pinterest board for Lando is about to hit 1k, but this sport has me wrapped around its finger.
          
          ALSO, Lando P2, Oscar P3, we are SO back. <3