Listen im aware im young and im not asking for help or attention im just trying to share my story please don't try to prevent me from doing the mentioned things in my writing im sorry to who ever is reading this you probably don't care, but if you do care im sorry you will leave my page with a totally different understanding of me i don't recommend reading this if you're under 14 years old. Following content may be disturbing to some audiences if you get queasy at the mention or idea of blood or ed please do not continue reading.